H1N1, otherwise known as THE HiNi virus

yes, the epidemic term that is so widely used, i guess that if you didn't know what this is, you might as well go back to living under a rock.

THE H1N1 Virus......(or in my dictionary, it's the HiNi virus...^^;;)

Today on the frontpage of The Star, it seems that the virus outbreak has worsen. It's getting really worrisome that this is slowly getting out of hand.
Hmm, my main worry is....will GACC be cancelled because of it?
I mean, the main places where this virus is Notorious to be around is colleges and campus grounds. Hence, the closure of the colleges and campus will lead to GACC being cancelled?

It's just my assumption...I didn't get this news from anywhere nor was i told by anyone. I just simply assumed this. I was hoping the organisers would clarify this matter though.
Oh well, let's just wait it out....GACC is less than a month away, so let us all pray that nothing happens in this 30 days or so.

People, come on...if you know you're sick...try to stay home and not spread your 'valuable' germs everywhere. Even if you sneeze or cough, it's enough to jeapordize the entire vicinity. Yes, it may not be as deadly as the SARS, but hey....Malaysia was well contained and free from the SARS threat last time. This time the H1N1 successfully penetrated and is now infecting Malaysian citizens. (yeah, well, no thanks to irresponsible bastards who brought in the virus in the first place)

Quarentine yourself for heavens' sake.....if you're a working personnel, then take MC and stay home for a few days...
if you're a student, just stop attending classes and stay home.....
Use God's gift to you, which is the Brain..yes, heard of it?
it's B-R-A-I-N....it's that slimy little thing that resides in your head, allowing you to think and read this blog.
you have it....now USE IT!
Don't jeapordize the society...!!!

Listening to : 07 Ghost - Hitomi no Kotae
Mood : Cranky....=_=

His Butler : Arrived ~

WEEee.!!! finally my Sebastian Nendoroid arrived..!! I was so freaking eager to get it that i was jumping up and down when i got it.....i was literally squeeling when i opened the box and saw him inside. Seriously....this little thing is sooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!!!!! XD

heck, i even sacrificed my sleep time just to do some shoots for this dude. GAH.....the words ' CUTE' and 'ADORABLE' kept swirling in my head. I kinda forgot the feeling of getting figurine...I mean, my last figurine bought was 3 months ago (yor...have to budget budget la....people not earning 5 digits ler...) and my last figurine before this one was my Togainu no Chi Shiki Figurine i bought off a forumer.

Anyway, less talk..more photos....

I just love cats...they are such amazing creatures!

Their paws are so soft....Their fur is so silky....

What?! I'm not giving it to you...this is my cat....

LOL...ok...i think i'll bring this feller to office tomorrow..so that when i'm stressed out, i could look at him and smile...XD

SEBASTIAN...DOn'T WORRy..I'LL HUNT HIGH AND LOW FOR YOUR BOCHAMA aka CIEL!

Listening to : Kuroshitsuji - Monochrome no Kiss
Mood : LOVE~~~(UKYAa..sebas-chan!! XD)

GACC checklist~

okay....since i'm still awake now and that i have riko on MSN to help me remember...i might as well make a checklist for GACC...
Better be earlier rather than run around like chickens with their heads cut off...

~ Costumes for Day 1 and Day 2
~ DSLR Camera
~ Iron
~ Boots
~ Wigs
~ Scissors and hair styling stuffs
~ Toiletries (toothbrush, facial...blablabla and riko's as well)
~ Towel
~ Change of clothes
~ Slippars
~ MoNEY!!!!!
~ make up set
~ HP charger (riko)
~ Huge BOX (riko)

OK....stopping here for the time being...it's sleep time..!
RIKO..WHAT DID I MISS OUT?! MAKE ONE CHECKLIST TOO SO I CAN COPY!!!!

Listening to : Zhan Chong Huang - My MVP Valentine
Mood : Sleepy.....

Losing faith....

well, there are times people feel that way....i'm only human..it's only natural that i feel that way occasionally too..

Yes, as i gaze upon the calendar...i couldn't help but notice the dreadful 15th and 16th of August creeping up my doorstep. I am feeling a little torn. In a way, i loved the fact that GACC is coming up....i can't wait to see Riko again, and to go all crazy and bubbly with her....
But in the deep dark corners of my mind, the stress of cosplaying someone that is so highly recognisable...it's really eating me up slowly..

I know i shouldn't be thinking this way. Heck, i've NEVER felt this way before.
I love this hobby, I adore it to bits. But i do not want it to affect me this way.
Time is running out, and it's not about rushing to complete a costume, nor waiting for an arrival of a wig. I have everything ready for the cosplay...

Just that, do i need to go bulemic for this cosplay? I find this is a sacrifice which has crossed the limit. Why am i typing this in the first place?
well, that's because...i attempted it.....yes, i'm not afraid to admit my mistakes.

I stood there, brushing my teeth....staring at myself in the mirror. I turned to the right and there it was...the costume was there....as if it was looking down upon me...(FYI, there is a sink in my room, which explains why i could see the costume in the first place)
I don't know what got over me, i stormed into the bathroom next....and reached my fingers as if i wanted to touch my lungs with my bare hands....
Yes, it is sick..i know...i understand it IS wrong to do so....I've promised myself to NEVER do that again....
Which is why i'm writing this down....to remind me of my mistakes, my stupidity and my rashness.

I feel the weighing scale has been on a standstill since i don't remember when. Am i doing it wrong? Motivation...Oh..where art thou? 1 moment, you seem to be hugging me tight....the next moment, you seem to have abandoned me....
Well, maybe the feeling of lethargy as well as stress and pressure made me this way..

Fret not my friends...i'm ok...just being a little emotional now...
I don't know why.....nothing happened, it's just that i'm feeling that way now...i couldn't explain why...
Oh well, tomorrow's a brand new day...^^

Listening to : KATTUN - Wilds of my Heart
Mood : Emo~

why bother to post?!

well, i think there is a series of ranting coming from me for the next 7 days..
yeah, it's 'the time of the month'...
but hey, this IS my blog...i'm going to rant my lungs out if i have to....if you don't like it, then just FUCK OFF..!!

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recently, i stumbled upon a very 'interesting' thread in a rather famous forum....
and there's this thread stating 'XXXX cosplay plans....STRICTLY NO SPAMMING'
basically, it's to state cosplay plans for the XXXX event coming up.
it's clearly stated no spamming there, but somehow all i see in the thread are spams...

why? well, it's stated like this..
day 1 :Secret
day 2 : Unable to reveal

IF IT IS SO, why bother posting at all?
yeah, i know i'm being a busybody reading those thread..but i just happen to click on it out of curiousity....
Seriously, i do not understand why people are trying so hard to show others that their plans are secret....
IF you do not want to reveal, then just SHUT UP.....why bother posting at all?

What's the point of the thread anyway? i just dont see why the mods aren't doing anything at all.....
Why are people being so secretive of their cosplays anyway?
It's becoming a competition now rather than something we enjoy together.....
Everyone is trying to outdo everyone....
some wants to be the 'FIRST COMPLETE GROUP'...some wants to be the 'FIRST TO COSPLAY THAT VERSION'......WHY?
whatever happened to the 'working together, having fun together' part?

Yes, i do not deny the fact that i occasionally thought of doing a version no others have done before..but after that thought flashed through my mind, i sort of 'self redeemed' by questionning myself WHY DO I HAVE THAT THINKING in the first place...
and then i just simply shook off the idea..i'll only do it IF i like it...not to compete with anyone....yes, that's my way of a cosplayer....

I'm doing it for the fun and passion..not competition....

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~ end of Rant ~

FUuuuHhhh...that felt better....

Listening to : Yellow Generation - Kimi ga Ita Kara ~ Eternal Way ~

Note to Self...

After ransacking my entire room, i still can't find my missing white tube top...
I know i lent it out to someone for a cosplay event..but i don't remember who...
so all i can do now is to assume that it is gone....

I know it's not anything expensive (heck i've even gotten a replacement for it for only RM3.90)...Still, out of goodwill i lent it out...to help smoothen another's cosplay...but then now it is gone....seriously, i feel i should be a selfish person the next time....

Note to self : NEVER LOAN/ LENT anything out ANYMORE!

If i do loan/ lend it out, i'll have them recorded in my book.
To friends of mine, no, i'm not going to apologise for doing this....in fact, it's my right to do this....because if you're not stern, you'll let others climb on your head.

I'll not prepare a 'COSPLAY LOAN BOOK' so that i know who is having what belonging to me. Yes, you might say it's just a tube top, but hey...it's principle...You don't go borrowing people's stuffs and then misplace it.....
It's down to business now...

Listening to : Ayumi Hamasaki - Evolution
Mood : Extremely pissed now....

My eyes.....

Yup...some random stuffs....
(just an excuse to update my blog)

i feel...my eyesight is beginning to fail on me...most prolly i'll get my eyes checked this saturday when we i go out for a friend's birthday party...
i'm getting worried because earlier today, i felt a tinging pain on my right eye....and then suddenly earlier just now, i suddenly couldn't see text in facebook...

am i getting blind? is my retina falling off? is my astig too high? is it because of the many contact lenses i've been wearing?
All these questions kept running through my mind....
seriously, if i were to live my life blind, might as well euthanise me.....sight is something i cherish the most...and without it, life would be meaningless..
no, i don't think i'm that strong to be able to go on with life like the many blind people out there....
i salute and admire their courage and strength to go on....
(SHITZ?! WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT DYING NOW?!?!!)

AHEM..anyway.
regarding this saturday.......I HAVEn'T TOLD MY MOM I'LL DITCH THEIR DINNER FOR A FRIEND'S BIRTHDAy..!! AAAAAAA.....my dad was like...sitting there...i could almost see the conversation going this way...

me : Eh mom....i'm not going dinner with you guys this saturday...friend's birthday
mom : *glares*...WHAT?!?! last week lydat, this week also lydat?!
dad : *silent*
mom : WHAT / WHo's birthday!?!? more important than family dinner?!!?
me : *stares at tv...feeling guilty liao..don't dare to look at my mom's eyes liao* err...a college friend la....long time didn't see him liao.....DON'T WORRy..NOT BOYFRIEND..!!!!
mom : ASK YOU DAD LA.!!
dad : ASK YOUR MOM..I DON'T KNOW!!!
me : since both dunno...i take it as a yes? *runs off*

TADAH.......i think the conversation would be something along that line...
AS LONG AS I DON'T COME HOME AFTER 11.30pm, i think all would be fine....(and i don't come home drunk....=_=|||)

Will try my luck asking tomorrow...hahaha....
Ok...time for BEd.....Sleep is GOOD! (but shit...i'm feeling hungry now....=_=)

Listening to : Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - Famiglia ~ Yakusoku no Basho He ~
Mood : Worried and tired....

Tagged by Tsu

Hmm...i happened to be a busy body, so i clicked on tsu's blog...mana tau i pulak kena tag..haha...

1.My Name 

: Hito

2.My Birthday 

: 17th February

3.Who tagged you 

: Tsu

4.Name 5 best friends 

: Hmm...lemme separate into 2 types...Cosplay, and Non Cosplay....

Cosplay : Riko Kojima, Xanthe, See Wah, Tsubasafan, Firefoxflame (actually there's more....so if your name isn't here, i still love you..^^)

Non-Cosplay : Felicia, Tiffany, Irene, Lai Yee, Cafen (lol...all also my colleagues)

5.What do you wished for birthday 

: er....iMac? or anything concerning anime..(figurines..!!!)

6.Happy things that happened recently 

: ERMMmm.......playing with my dog?

7.Most stressed about recently 

: Work and my limited time to lose weight...

8.What is your dream about future 

: To be a millionaire...or somewhere close to it...

9.Do you have someone you like 

: Hmm...as of now, not yet..haven't met the right one....

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering 

: depends on who it is....and who is going...i do not wanna go to the gathering only to let the teacher say  ' er..who are you?'...LOL

11.Most happy to hang out with 

: My family....family comes first..^^;;

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts 

: err...that's partially what's happening now...i listen to this side and that side....but neither comments....just shaddap and listen...^^;;;

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover 

: Hmm..IF and only IF i have a lover.....would love to go to the beach....and see the sun set....(yes, i can be romantic at times..)

14.What to do in Christmas 

: Go out with friends, and have a secret santa party.....or.......stay home with family...and play dress-up with the dog..LOL

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with 

: Family and friends....(no significant other yet..so can't say much..^^;;;)

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning 

: If on saturday mornings, i'll be EXTREMELY cranky...(unless it's for cosplay)....if waking up for work..aiya..WHAT TO DO!?!? drag myself lor...

17.How many siblings do you have 

: 2....one elder brother (who loves to steal my vitagen) and another younger brother (who is a gaming freak)

18.Favourite song(Female) 

: Trust you (Yuna Ito)

19.Favourite song(Male) 

: Strength (Abingdon Boys School)

20.Favourite Colour 

: Black and White (clothing)...anything else, Yellow and Orange...

21.Flush before using the toilets? 

: if there's shit and pee in it before i use it, then of course...otherwise...WHY WASTE WATER?!?!

22.Love me not? 

: wha?! don't understand...=_=

23.Affectionate to guys or girls 

: guys la of course..!! i'm straight okaayy.....

24.What do you want to shout out loudly 

: YATTAAA....HALLO NEW YORK..!! (lol....always wanted to do that..hahah..)

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? 

: of course..!! (used to bathe at 2am ler....)

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC 

: if peeing or shitting, then of course la! if brushing teeth and face....the FOR WHAT?!

27.Who’s the bastard 

: 'CHUN CHOI'

28.What’s the current affection 

: My car aka my husband...

29.Ugly when asleep

: LOL...think so? i'm not sleeping beauty mind you...

30.Whats the time now 

: 9.40am Malaysian Time

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you 

: nope...but occasionally she gets annoying..LOL...(NO MORE TOUCHING OKAYS!?!!?)

32.Weight 

:....taboo la this question.....

33.Weather today

: FREAKING cold....

34.Are you pregnant 

: siao a?!?!?!

35.What will you do if you win a lottery 

: depends on how much i won....i'd put 70% of it into an FD account...and then spend the rest of the 30%...

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life 

: PONTENG CLASS....that's a definite must..!! 

37.People To Tagged? : Not tagging.....a bit pening to tag....LOL...

Listening to : Soul Eater - Sore ga bokura no michishirube (Miyano Mamoru - Death the Kid)

Mood : Lazy...

Cosplayers' quiz? INTERESTING~~~

LOL...found this from facebook...decided to put it here too....

1.What is cosplay to you?
one word....PASSION.....nuff said...

2.Since when you join cosplay events
Comic Fiesta, 2003 (but didn't cosplay then...didn't know what was cosplay that time..LOL)

3.Do you know many cosplayers?
ERr.....i think?
LOL...i dunno whether it's considered 'many' but i do cherish every single one of them..^^

4.Who is the most beautiful/handsome cosplayer in your opinion?
ok....i'd say Jesuke, a singaporean cosplayer. (BUT I AM NO STALKER..!!! I JUST RESPECT AND ADMIRE HER FANTASTIC COSPLAYS)

5.Who is your cosplayer friend that closest to you?
Riko Kojima..LOL..we even share the same bed...HAHAHHAHAAH

6.Who is the most unique cosplayer in your opinion?
hmm...Riko? cos ever since she started cosplaying, she never fail to cosplay a 'pondan' every year..LOL

7.When is the first time you started to know many cosplayer friends?
hmm....Comic Fiesta 2005...YUP it was 2005 alright...!

8.What is the best cosplay event ever?
Not yet been to AFA, Cosfest, Comiket....i'm a local baby...so i'd say GACC 08...XD

9.Who is the cutest cosplayer in your opinion?
wahliu...cutest also got ka....er...cutest would be....some baby cosplayer of Reborn i have in my laptop. I think he is taiwanese...DAMN CUTE..!!!

10.Do you hang out with cosplayers oftenly (out of cosplay events)?
We overnight, karaoke, bowling, shopping.....what do you think?

11.What do you think about most of cosplayers friends?
FANTASTIC and GODLIKE..!! LOVE YOU GUYS...!!*hugs everyone*

12.What is the worst event ever?
i'd say DaiCon...the event has a whole lotta potential to improve though(BAD WALL OF BERLIN..BAD!!)
Event is bad, but i enjoyed photoshooting there..LOL..

13.Which one do you interested more to cosplay?Anime or Original?
Sorry to say....to me there is no such thing as 'ORIGINAL COSPLAY'.
No offense though....it's just me...

14.Are you a cosplay mad?
i eat, sleep, dream, research, study, think cosplay...you do the judging...

15.Lastly,your impression after joining alot of cosplay events
TIRING, but forever remembered.....When our costumes decay, our faces wrinkle, our makeup melts, our teeth fall out....we'll be able to look back and remember what we have done in our lives....We'll be able to look back and laugh at our photos and memories....Definitely no regrets....*thumbs up*

OKAyy...time for bed...*snores*

Listening to : Li Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai
Mood : BUBU....

Internet = SUXORS!

yes....internet in my office is 

TEH SUXORS..!!!

i can't even log into msn....opening mails and everything else is as slow as a snail shitting.....

GAHHh..!!!!!

Internet, you win....you managed to make my life in office a living hell...*claps*

Listening to : Macross Frontier - Anata no Oto

Mood : Cranky...VEERRYYy...

Wacky Weekend!

whoa, what a weekend..

clubbing, shopping and MORE shopping....

LOL...

I had a massive bloodshed this weekend though...i think i spent almost RM500 this weekend itself....but it was a very enjoyable weekend....aside from cosplaying, this is one of the weekends i've enjoyed in a VERY LONG time....

Friday we went clubbing, and celebrated Hui Zhen's belated birthday....and WEEEee...it's my official first time clubbing..!! (yes, at the age of 23, it's my first official time......haha....and i gave my first time to hui zhen....haha)

Cake cutting ceremony..!! (Felicia taking photo..that's why she MIA)

5 pretty girls...LOL

Me and the birthday girl (sotong faces FTW!)

Then....we drank and PARTEHHhhh......(got home around 3am..LOL....that's why my previous post was about me ranting that my mom gave me sour face...haha..)

Following day....WHOA....who would've thought.....we'd go back to The Curve again for shopping!?!?!
LOL...
So, we went to Winter Warmers for some afternoon tea....haha...

TEA....and SCONES..!!! XD

Hmm.....we didn't do much except to loiter around ikea, ikano and curve.....So that's that...haha..

TODAY, we went to KL!! Gosh...all those walking really killed my legs.....I'm gonna stop here..because yeah, i am feeling lazy already.....lol....

Listening to : Macross Frontier - Yousei
Mood : Lazy...

Cinderella....in this case, it's SIENderella...

yes, i think i have to call myself sienderella...no, not because i'll wed a prince in the end..it's because my mom always have curfew for me.
COME ON, i'm already 23...how long do you want to keep me in the house like a little girl?
if i'm 18 i understand.....but i'm working...and i have my own life...

And if i'm driving alone, then yes, i understand you'll be worried when i drive back...yes, in fact i'd be worried myself for driving back alone. But this time i have another person in the car with me...so why must you show me a sour face when i come back?

It's not as if my other siblings haven't done this before..why? is it because they are guys they have the priviledge to come back late? come on...this is the 21st century....even guys get abducted, guys get raped, guys get robbed......so what difference does it make if i 'm a girl?

I seriously do not understand your way of thinking some times...it's not everytime i pull this stunt....only on special occasions, like birthdays, or anniversaries.....
heck, i don't have the financial ability to go out clubbing every weekend.
I'm only doing it once in a blue moon.....you don't know the stress i'm going through in my workplace....i need time to release and relax....

So do understand....i can very well take care of myself.....i'm old enough to know what is wrong or right...i'm with responsible friends....i'm with responsible colleagues...i know what i'm doing....
i'm being me....

P/s...well, i guess it's time to listen to my mom's karaoke tomorrow.......time for some sleep now...

Listening to : Air Gear - Chain
Mood : Sleepy and cranky...

Crescendo of Love~

WEee...yes, finally it's time for the DaiCon day 01 shoot report.

One word to describe this,

FUN! AWESOME! ENJOYABLE! FANTASTIC! LOVE!

(ok, not exactly one word, but you get the dig)

Anyway, we were actually waiting for the Moe Moe Janken competition to start because we (me and hui ching) were eligible to join it since we had a 'bloodshed' in the KKnM booth.

We waited till almost 4 pm, but then we thought..heck...why not forgo the competition and proceed with the photoshoot. Since it's not entirely 100% confirmed that we'll win anything, we felt that it'd be better to use the time there for some photoshoots.

well, GOOD THING WE DID THAT....

So we walked around and looked for suitable places for our La Corda photoshoot. It was damn easy doing so because, well, we're in a university ground and everywhere looks like the scene from the anime series.

We were blessed with winds too that day...so the photoshoot went rather well...(except for some skirt-flying-a-little-too-much and also music-note-flying-everywhere).

OK, Crescendo of Love, why crescendo of love?

Crescendo is a term used in the musical world, which meant gradually increasing in the volumn...(or something like that)

so altogether added in, it kinda meant the increasing love between the 2 of the characters.

Tsuchiura Ryoutarou - hitokiri_sien (me!)

Hino Kahoko - Riko 

Photographer - Xanthe

**notes : none of us have knowledge in playing violin (lol..mine is self taught). So do excuse if we held the violin the wrong way...^^;;;**

*** notes_02 : Violin and books are all self owned. (lol..those piano books are from when i was learning my piano lessons...i think they are almost 10 years old now...)

Tsuchiura Ryoutarou X Hino Kahoko....The Crescendo of Love.....

ENJOY!

The Violinist 

The Pianist

The Meet

Both were shy...

But he took the first step

Thus, the duet begins.....

OKAYs..!! i'll stop here. For more photos, do head on to the crimson cross photo album. I really enjoyed a lot and many thanks to those who are involved.

Riko, you make a wonderful and beautiful hino.....Xanthe, you're one of the best photographers i've worked with. 

Thank you so much people!

Listening to : BoA - Everlasting

Mood : LUNCH! XD

Lizards....ENOUGH OF IT..!!

OKAY, last time was T rex, next was Salamander....now it's time for....ALLIGATORS..

yes..i dreamt a funny dream again last night...so let me jot it down before i forget about it.

This time, it happened when i was in high school. Yeah, my secondary school..(come to think of it, WHY SECONDARY SCHOOL?)

so anyway, i was late for school that time, and then the teachers or prefects ( can't remember well) locked up all the gates and doors into the school compound. So i had no choice but to walk home.

So as i walked home, i was searching for a rubbish bin to throw some stuffs away, i think it was a tissue i was holding in my hands. As i approached the rubbish bin, i saw yeap.....an Alligator. The funny thing about this alligator is that it uses it's tail to attack, not it's teeth. So it was flipping it's tail left and right........then i jumped around as if it were a skipping rope...

i jumped on top of a table to stop it from hitting me...(somehow, tables just appear out of no where...-_-|||)

Then, i woke up.....but wait..i'm still in a dream...it's a dream within a dream....i told myself what a weird dream..then not long after, i heard my alarm clock ring. Then i woke up once again. This time, i woke up to reality.....

So...once again, weird dream is WEIRD...

I noticed these weird lizard dreams usually occur when i go to bed early.

The T rex dream was when i slept at 11pm....the Salamander was when i slept at around 11pm.....and yesterday's dream well...i slept at 11.30pm yesterday....

Blergh~~~~

ANYWAY, will be updating this blog with photoshoot entry and photos really soon.

Let's see if i have extra time during lunch...^^;;

Listening to : Gravitation - Easy Action

Mood : LAzy.~~

DaiCon report....Part 2

WEee....yes, this is the only event that i have in my blog that has a part 2...Well, partially because i have too much time at hand now.

Anyway, first off, in my previous post, i didn't touch much about the complaints....after a good night's sleep, my mind felt a little more refreshed, thus i shall now begin my report.

The Great Berlin Wall
Seriously, what's with that wall? It completely shuts off the paying fans from those who could'nt afford. I mean, come on, not everyone has the spending power to pay a hefty RM250 for a concert which had sucky sound system. Not that i'm complainning because i personally do not know and have not listened to any of Chihara Minorin's songs, much less her seiyuu-ed character.
But it was a real sad scene to see fans jumping up and down, using tripods and such to capture a glimpse of the ever HOO HAA Chihara Minorin. It reeks of unprofesionalism when they went the the lengths of using a white board to cover up the entrance of the 'great berlin wall' to prevent the event goers who didn't pay from seeing miss CM.

Booth Placement
on the other side of the berlin wall, there were doujin booths, which seemed like....disconnected from each other. Usually i'll hang around the doujin booths contemplating whether or not to buy anything.....but for this event, i just left...seriously, i just left....
The booths were all scattered around....no connectivity, no consistency...nothing!
Another thing was, i saw a booth selling photos of cosplayers...ok, i understand that it was with the consent of the cosplayer (as she was standing there, promoting her own photos)...but personally i feel, that clashes with the ethics of a cosplayer.
I just feel that, cosplaying is a fun hobby...you don't go commercializing yourself with photos on sale. Maybe if you promoted your cosplay album, then it would be a different thing entirely.

Photographers
RUDE, BRAINLESS, FUCKTARDs....yeah, those are the words that i'd like to describe them with. I do not want to repeat what i've said in my previous post, but yeah...photographers nowadays do not ask for permissions anymore. When they feel like sniping you, they would just do so...With no consent of the 'subject' being taken. They just feel that cosplayers are a bunch of subjects that has no emotions....they treat that said 'subject' as though they are 'things' instead of humans...
Put it this way, how would you like it, if i happened to take photo of you digging your nose during your convocation? It's the same thing....to us cosplayers, when we are cosplaying, we want to look our best....being captured at the moment when we look similar to the characters we're cosplaying.
So to those wannabe snipers out there, kindly ask for permission first before shooting us. We wont bite...
Those you approached us and asked for photos...i really really thank you from the bottom of my heart....your courtesy and willingness to wait for us pose is really really appreciated.Seriously, it means a lot to us. It may be a simple 'please' and 'thank you'...but it really puts a smile in our faces.

The Chihara Minorin Concert
Seriously, i feel it's a bad idea to put both ACG event and a concert together. To make things worse, they partitioned it into 2 sections. What about those who travelled all the way to the venue? (mind you, it's in Cyberjaya, where entertainment are nonexistent)
It's a good thing my brother didn't follow me there. Else it'll be the last event he'll attend.
Apart from that, i heard and read elsewhere that they shut the lights during the concert. Heck, hey...there are sponsors and booth aside from the ever HOO HAA concert. What about those who are commisioned to do drawings? what about those who are taking photos? what about those who are selling their doujins? Do remember that they are also your sponsors....
From the looks of it, it should be called ' THE MINORIN CONCERT' rather than 'DAICON'.

Though, apart from all that, the only thing that made me enjoy there was the surroundings for photoshoots. That's it....nothing attracted me much there. The only 2 things that i looked forward to when this event was approaching was the KKnM booth, and the photoshoot.

As for going back for a 2nd DaiCon (IF and only IF they have a 2nd one)...well, yeah, i'll still go back there....but only for a photoshoot there. That's it.
I wouldn't say i regretted going there, because i did have lots of fun during my photoshoots, but i feel the entire thing could be improved with more research and with a more humble approach.
(CANCEL THE BLOODY CONCERT FOR GOD'S SAKE! CF and GACC didn't have such 'attractions' but they managed to rake in SOOOOOOOOOOO many satisfied attendees)

Listening to : Soujja & Aoyama Thelma - Soba ni Iru Ne
Mood : Bored

DaiCon Report

Daicon is OVER...!! 

Well, i wouldn't say the event is a big HOO HAA....it was just mediocre...I think it was a little hyped up because of the appearance of a seiyuu. I'm not a fan of Chihara Minorin, so i didn't splurge RM200++ on the tickets. However, i had a bloodshed over at the KKnM booth. To get to the booth was a little tricky. We had to queue up for almost 1 and a half hour to get to the booth because of the crowd. I do not blame them for this style of management, because seeing us Malaysians, it is understood that there will be people stealing stuffs from the booth if it is not manned that way. Though, the queue to the booth was sort of vague. Originally i thought the queue was for the Chihara Minorin ticket purchase, good thing we asked instead of just barging into the booth, else i think we'd be chased away...LOL....

The booth, well....there were some pretty nice stuffs there, like their t shirts, and keychains, shijitaki...but it was a little wee bit pricey. (RM114 for a t shirt? omg.....i think i'd rather spend that on a costume...)

Though, i still ultimately spent RM150 on shijitakis and other stuffs. I managed to get a Alleluyah Mobile Cleaner for myself and a Tornberry handphone strap for my bro. Those 2 were the killers. The mobile cleaner alone costed RM30++ and the Tornberry handphone strap was RM30++ too. But i thought, oh well, it's not everytime KKnM would be in Msia, so spending on such things once in a while wouldn't hurt much i guess. 

The figurine displays were awesome. I've never seen SOOOOOO many nendoroids in 1 place before. THEY WERE SOOOO CUTe..!!!!

Lucky Star~ (homg, konata is shoooo cute..!!)

Saber and Rin (Lucky Star Version)

then we went over to the Macross Figurine booth and i was AWED by these 3 figurines.

Sheryl, Klan and Ranka

Sheryl and Ranka look really really nice..!! don't really like klan's figurine though...her boobs looked too fake...If my memory serves my right, i believe these 3 costed almost RM1K each. I don't remember where i saw the price though. GAH, if only money grow on trees in my house....haha....

I have a few complains for this event though. Usually i would just shove it off but i need to voice this out this time. 

Photographers

I really really really HATED the photographers this time around. They just do not understand courtesy and manners. Most of them would just snipe at you when you are not ready. There was this one time when we were queueing up for the KKnM booth, and this Indian lady just went snipe frenzy on Riko. Riko was fixing her eyelashes that time and that lady prepared to snipe at her. I immediately stood in between her lense and Riko to stop her. You think that would put her off, but NOooo, she kept searching for angles to snipe Riko. In the end i had to tell her that we're fixing our makeup and i'd appreciate it if she just left us alone. Seriously, what is so nice about taking photos of people fixing their make up?

Apart from that, i saw in her DSLR when she was bragging to her friends, some of the 'attempted-upskirt' shots she did. If you have ethics, you don't go around sniping people's thighs and legs. Crazy sicko, and to think that you're a female....what a disgrace.....

Is it that difficult to ask for a simply permission to take a photo. There were several times, when we were having our photoshoots outside, several photographers would just come up to us when we are at our OOC times and just snipe us. 

To those who did that, well, i hope you guys suffer for food poisoning for 1 week. *sticks tongue out*

To those who asked for permission, i appreciate it really much and thank you so much for taking our photos. *bows*

Sound System

HOMG, it was torturous to wait in line to the KKnM already, but to rub salt on the wound, the karaoke competition started at the moment we started queuing up. So we had to endure 1 hour of torturous singing in the hall. To top it off, the sound system was on a haywire mode. Certain sounds were too loud, the vocals were blasting one moment, the next moment it was too soft to even hear what the contestants were singing. There was a brief moment where i had goosebumps because of the singing, and i was wearing long sleeve, with coat. Imagine that.

Torture, true torture....if Simon Cowell were here, i think he'd be rushed to the hospital for immediate ear cancer.

Though, i salute those who joined the competition. Their bravery and guts is something i know i don't have even if tried for a million years.

Partition Wall

seriously, what's with that? This is the first time in any events that i've gone to so far that has such things. I know people paid for the Chihara Minorin concert. But hey, they got seats and do not need to squeeze around with the crowd to see her. But do you even need to block it off? They paid yes, that's why they got VIP and seats for it. Those who didn't just had to battle it out for their space. 

What about the sponsors? They sponsored the event, but do they get to see her (Chihara Minorin)? NOooo.....they were left with the view of a high blue partition, much like the rest who didn't pay. 

I'm not gonna complain much about this, because i do not know and am not a fan of CM....(lol..i got to see her like 5 feet away when she was walking into the hall through the parking lot...and yeah, i think she saw me and my friends too because we were the only cosplayers outside that time..hahha..really cute and pretty..XD)

 

well, that's that for the complaints section. Though, there were some few good stuffs for the event. The toilets were clean and dry and the surroundings were awesome for photoshoots. Volunteers were very friendly and food were easily obtained there. Though, from the parking lot to the event hall, we sort of got lost. Not enough signs to show where the hall was.

ANYWAY~~~

After that, well we figured we've nothing much to do in the hall anymore, so we sort of left and had our photoshoot. The photos are all raw now, but i'll work on it. 

It has been an enjoyable weekend with the team and well, next is GACC..!!! 

(pressure sia....@_@)

PS...... LOOK OUT FOR PHOTOSHOOT PHOTOs.....

CRESCENDO OF LOVE~

Listening to : Macross Frontier - Diamond Crevasse

Mood : Not too sleeepy..still ok...LOL...

Drink, Drank, but not Drunk....i think...

WHOa....the 8th of July, truly a date to be remembered...
it's the day i set foot into a pub...and drink, danced and well, get partially drunk.....LOL...


Today is the day we had our company dinner.....When there's dinner, there's booze...
I told myself not to drink too much at first, but then the liquor was much too tasty...
it was unlike those i drank which tasted really...er...bad?
This one was smooth......so one glass lead to another....
and much of a curious cat i was, i wanted to drink new stuffs....yeah...i'm adventerous...(wait..did i spell that right? i am a little giddy now....haha..)


ANYWAY~

We had our steamboat buffet dinner.....then we, the AnP team stayed back to have some candid and crazy snapshots....after that we had the yum seng session.....

WHOA, then we had 2nd rounds...
our boss invited us to have a 2nd round in a pub or club of somesort...
well, i can't differentiate them right (eh, you can't blame me..i'm feeling the giddyness now....GOSH..!!)


When we reached the pub, it was at Saujana...well, Tony brought us on a tour ride before that, because we lost our way....(ok...i'm feeling the kick of booze now....i cant type tight....i mean right now...)

it was my first time in the pub, so i dunno what to do...
i see Felicia shaking like crazy, tiff was also dancing like there was no tomorrow...
LOL, so i followed them and thought, WHAT THE HECK, LEt'S SHAKE IT BABEH!!!!


so i sang and shook my hips....(it was good exercise though)
Then we drank BLACK LABEL...seriously, it was my first time seeing it..
everything was a first time to me....
I never knew clubbing/pubbing could be that fun.....
I was a little reserved at first, because i felt...well..shy....but then i thought to myself...
no one is gonna know me there..so what the heck!!!!


I've never danced before, so well, my big boss sort of 'taught' me..haha..
the tip i got?
well, NEVER LOOK DOWN....always look up....haha..
yeah..i have 2 left feet....
but when you ask me to dance frantically, i could do those belly dances and shaking...

It was indeed fun...
GOSH......i'm looking forward to my next trip to the club.....haha...

this time i'm gonna wear proper shoes..( coz you see...this trip to the pub was not planned...so no make up, no dress up, and no proper shoes one, HECK i was wearing slippars..!!! *shy*)

OH...we left at abour 11.45pm...and well, as much as i wanted to drive 40KM/h, i ended up driving...well.....

LOL......good thing there was no police around?
and..i was...well...35 - 40% drunk.....i'm still sober...but i'm high now.hahaha..

ok...i gotta crash now..i'm still working tomorrow..
i'm expecting some hangover symptoms tomorrow......
LOL..!!

P/s....SEE!!! I STILL CAN BLOG..KENG LEHHHH..!!!!!!

P/s_02....My bro says i stink of booze and smoke..oh well, my dog still loves me...^^;;


Listening to : Hunter X Hunter - Hotaru
Mood : WEEEeeEEEe.....Liquor taste like ICe lemon Tea!!!!

Weird dream is WEIRD!

okay, with all those lizard monsters chasing me last time, this time it's about cosplay...

yeah, i think with all those blunder riko made yesterday, i think i was also partially affected....

(you see, riko booked the wrong dates for her flight for DaiCon...she thought it was 18th and 19th....so whatever cuti and airflight tickets she booked/applied....it was all for that weekend...it was only till yesterday we or rather, she realised it was the wrong dates....GOOD THING WE TALKED ABOUT CONTACT LENSES..!! So she frantically changed the dates, which resulted in her being penalized RM110 for changing the dates for the flight tickets......LOL...what a blunder!)

OK, i don't know why, but i'm rather hyped up for DaiCon...maybe partially it was because i'll be redo-ing my cosplay...the last time i cosplayed him, i felt really....well, let's say i cosfucked him....^^;;;

yes, i admit...i used my real hair, because that time my wig was non existent yet, and that i had a huge ulcer in my mouth..so my facial expressions sucked BADLY...

This time, i'm equipped with the prop, with wigs and contact lenses..and with better boots this time...so hopefully i'll look better....(and well, i'm proud to say that my body size looks better this time..hahaha..)

I slept quite early last night...around 11.30pm i was already on the bed, with the lights off and what nots.......

So, the dream..well.....it was a weird one...

I dreamt that it was already CF09.....but the event was VERY DEAD....as in..no one attended..only for a few people...i don't know who they are...they were cosplayers with a '?' for a face....

so it was kinda scary too..haha..

i remembered i was there....walking around with friends..but also with '?' for a face....

i wanted to change there..but...i don't remember who i wanted to cosplay......then i opened my backpack....i saw FMA Roy Mustang's costume..so i figured i should be cosplaying him...

but OMG..i forgot to bring his wig..!!! 

so nvm, i'll use my real hair...(but it's slightly brown)....oh well..what to do..have to make do with everything i have there..

SO, i went into the changing room.....upon entering the room, the entire scene changed.....it changed into those..er...moulin rouge looking scene...with girls wearing cancan skirts and stuffs..

(seriously..don't ask me..i don't know why those scenes appeared.....the brain is a magnificent thing)...and then i remember i was standing at the doorway...

the next thing i knew, there were males trying to barge into the changing room...i went ' Are you male? ' (GOD...what a question!?!?!) 

then that dude answered ' yeah'...

then i remember i shouted out loud...' THERE IS A GUY FORCING HIS WAY INTO THE FEMALE CHANGING ROOM!'

After that, i was pursued by those gang of dudes...they were trying to kill me because i did that...

the whole scene changed to a shanghai-ish background, with those alleyways and stuffs...so i was hiding, running away from them.....

ok...i can't remember much after that, but i stumbled on one of those pursuers....with a weapon pointing towards me..(gun or sword, i don't remember...but i know it's either one...)

there were stray dogs barking around it.........and before i knew it....i woke up...LOL..

with the sound of my dog barking downstairs....hahahah...

so you see...from cosplay i went to moulin rouge, then i went to shanghai and was pursued gangster style.....LOL....weird eh? ( lol..this could turn into a movie..haha.)

ok..the breakdown....

me dreaming of cosplay...well, maybe i m a little stressed out cosplaying for this weekend...i told myself that i wanted to do better than last time..so maybe this time it got a little too much...but oh well, i dream of cosplaying stuffs all the time..hahaha..

about the changing room, well, maybe it was because last time in Animangaki, a few men really DID barge into the changing room for females....thank god i was already changed and fully dressed...

about the gangster pursue..well, TOO MUCH TVB DRAMAS.!!! nuff said..hahaha...

OH WELL...DAICON is on SATURDAy..!! UKYAAAa..!! XD XD

Excited NYERRrrr........

Listening to : Linkin Park - New Divide (Transformers - Revenge of The Fallen themesong)

Mood : Excited!

Of tea, cakes and YAOI!

I usually dread waking up before 10am everyday, because to me, anytime (weekends) before 1pm, is still early, and i'm still allowed to roll around the bed till 2pm...in fact, 2pm to me is still rather early....haha..

Usually, if i have nothing up, i'll be dead on my bed till around 3.30pm..there was once i woke up at 5pm..!! haha....

ANYWAY~

today, i dragged myself off the bed at approximately 9am, because i'll be meeting a friend, whom i've always wanted to see since Tar College, but never got the chance to do it.....

SUET LEE..!!!

(yeah, the ever-so-busy girl where everytime you ask her out, she'll be ' AIYA, i can't make it sia...blablabla...hahaha....no offense ya suet suet....LOL....XD)

We planned a karaoke session, well, mainly because suet has such perfect voice..(it's a waste that she didn't plan to join any singing competitions....she is by far a friend who can sing the best....ok, no offense to you people out there..LOL)

So, me and Hui Ching set out at 10.40am, yeah...i was partially flying-car all the way there..because we booked the room for 11am's slot.....and i had to bathe FAT MiLO in the morning.....GAH..!!! that fat pup....=_=

When we got there, it was already 11.15am, and well, the counter girl claim that it was 11.25am.....(i guess her timezone is faster...)

Oh well, didn't make any difference because we were late...so they had given the room to someone else....nevertheless, they made the effort to secure another room for us..and MY GOD, was that room HUGE!!!!

it was actually meant for a 5 - 6 person room....but they gave it to us...LOL....

We kinda waited for Suet to arrive, because she had some church matters in the morning..so we sang and waited..

We waited....and waited....AND waited...and finally she arrived at around 12.30 noon.....LOL....

SUET...IT WAS DAMN HARD SINGING KARAOKE WITH ONLY 2 PERSONS..!! ME AND HUI CHING ALMOST DIED..!!!!!!

So yay..!! Suet was here to save the day.....After that, me and hui ching took a back seat, because we were exhausted from singing non stop....no time for our food even..!!!

and then we took some photos..haha...

Hui Ching, Suet & Me! XD

i dunno if we're lucky or what, but i think maybe because there were no one after that, we got the room for 4 hours...!!!
So yeah, we sang even the songs we don't usually sing....at one point, we even ran out of songs to sing..!!!
we ended up watching MTV...hahahaa....(need some rest la...haha)

After our karaoke session, we went over to Winter Warmers for some drink....and tea time....
All those singing really almost took our lives..hahahahah....it was fun though..! XD

Tea anyone? XD

The stuffs we ordered...LOL...HURRAY FOR ENGLISH TEA! XD

Ambience was quite nice..! XD

Hui Ching & Suet Suet..XD

There, we chatted for quite a while..(aiya...come on la....long time didn't see SUEt SUEt liao ma...)

THEN, what do you think would happen if you put 3 Yaoi fans together? OF COURSE, we attacked Borders! What else??!
There we were combing every rack at the manga section for new, yummy and juicy Yaoi manga...haha..
It was kinda sad to see the amount of Yaoi manga getting lesser and lesser....though, i feel the amount is still OKAY in Mid Valley Gardens.

In the end, we left without purchasing anything......Hui ching almost SINNEd, but she placed back the book in the end.....lol..she decided to use the $$$ to purchase another Yaoi book online...(a more JUICY one..haha..)

We parted ways, as Hui Ching and Suet Suet is going back together....So i took the opportunity to drop by Daiso....i've always wanted to search for the eyepatch (the one Agito from Air Gear wore..) though, i don't really know the EXACT use for it yet..haha...

So yeah, ENJOYED MYSELF REALLY MUCH today......SUET SUET...i miss you already...(ok..more like..i miss your Yaoi Manga, Anime and TRINITY BLOOD, AND WILD ADAPTER MANGA...!!!!)

Oh...before i stop my entry, HUI CHING BESTOWED UPON ME HER TREASURES..!!

BL MANGA BOOKs...!!!!

(i guess i'll be sleeping with these mangas next to me...haha..)

OH, AND DAICON IS NEXT WEEK..!! UKYAAAAAAAAA....!! XD XD XD


Listening to : Gensomaden Saiyuki - Tightrope
Mood : HAPPY..!!!!

Italian, Pasta and PARFAIT!!

ocha anyone?

Whoosh....after a week, i finally found the time to blog about my last weekend's outing with the gang.

I wont be touching on Animangaki because i feel it's more than enough reviews already.....

(yeah, they did great on their first try, but there are still room for improvements)

ANYWAY~~~

Yeah, after Animangaki last week on sunday, me, riko, tsu and relyss headed over to Sunway Pyramid, well because that's the nearest mall to Sunway College....the first thing when we arrived there was......to search for food...haha..

the last time, when Riko came down to KL, we brought her to Sushi Zanmai.....so we figured this time we let her choose, because well.....besides her, we're all local...so why not let her choose to eat something that she can't find in Penang?

LOL, guess what...we went to Pasta Zanmai instead....LOL....

(we're the fans of Zanmai now...haha...though, i'm not sure if that word carries any meaning...^^;;)

The service there was really good, the waiters and waitresses there were friendly...maybe because they just opened...(i think they were opened on the 1st of June.....i think.....)

I don't really remember the name of the food we ordered....

so i guess a picture speaks more.....

LOL...PASTA..!! XD

Riko & tsu...hmm..i wonder what we were talking about....

OHh...after our main course...comes the best part...Eversince i stepped foot into the world of Zanmai, i've always wanted to order their Parfait.(yeah, i'm a fan of parfait...LOL......desserts!)

Soooo, TADAH!!!!
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BANANA CHOCO PARFAIT!!!!!

UWAAAAA...>!! Kira kira desuu..!! XD

and this is how i look like eating it.....LOL...

LOL...I WUB PARFAITS!! XD

LOL....dun ask....^^;;;

AFter the meal, we head on over to Shu Uemura to see Riko bleed...haha.....she splurged on a cleansing oil there....i think it was RM260....or was it more than that? i don't really remember...all i know was IT WAS FREAKING EXPENSIVE!!!! Relyss also bought a gel eyeliner there because riko managed to get some voucher after her EXPENSIVE 'bloodshed' there....haha..

Hmm....whilst those 2 were busy buying stuffs, me and tsu kinda played around with their eyelash curler.....lol.i didn't even know i KNEW how to use it...haha....but lol....it was funny....haha..

Tsu also splurged some RM40 something on an eyeliner in The Face Shop....Gosh, these people are rich....man, my eyeliner only costed me RM19...haha......yeah...i'm a cheapo....i have to be a cheapo......I HAVE TO SUPPORT MY HUSBAND aka my car....and it's already JULY!!!

MY SEBASTIAN NENDODROID IS ARRIVING THIS MONTH..!! UKYAAAAAAA...!! XD

Listening to : Space Warship Yamamoto Yohko - Eternal Promise
Mood : Uwaa....i need sleep now!

Transformers......FREAKING AWESOME!!!

Woot, i eagerly waited for the clock to strike 6 today..haha......once it was 6...my mind instantly flew into the cinema...seriously...haha..
But nevertheless, we still had to drive there.....(as if i could do teleportation...like jetfire..PFFt..)


the 3 of us...Tiff, CaFen and me had already promised each other that we'll watch the 2nd transformers movie together....and we waited for CaFen to come back from her Sarawak trip...so yeah, we decided to hit the movies today..



I had already prebooked and paid the movie tickets....seriously, this ticket is one of the hardest tickets to get.....everywhere is either sold out, fully booked or not opened for booking...
So when i got to access TGV, i immediately clicked 3 beautiful seats...and paid....



We went to 1 utama, sadly, i wanted to get GSC (heard the cinemas there are awesome!) but oh well, had to settle with TGV instead.....afterall, what we want was the movie, not the cinema..LOL...



once we collected our tickets, we head on to TGIF......whoa...the food there was UBER DELICIOUS!!! we ordered 3 X 2 course meals......and ended up stuffing ourselves like turkey on thanksgiving day....We couldn't finish the food...seriously!!
and i thought i would be the one to save the day...turns out, i was pretty much a stuffed turkey myself.....


but i loved the parfait there......UKYAaa...XD


Unfortunately, we had no photos whatsoever....we were so absorbed in eating we completely forgot to take photos of the food..
though, we had our faces lol.....
Ahem...pardon my cameraphone...it's only 1.2 MPX..i think....

Me sipping on my Ice Lemon Tea XD

Tiff and CaFen

After food, we HAD to walk around to digest....i couldn't just simply sit for 2 and a half hours without walking first....it would be like..literally stuffed to death.....(ok people, let's SHARE next time....no more 1 meal per person.....it kills....so S-H-A-R-E!!!

We watched the 9pm movie....and i tell you...TRANSFORMERS IS THE SHYT!!!!

one of the best movies i've seen this year..(well, it's the 2nd movie i've seen this year..so yeah..haha.. 1st was Terminator Salvation..LOL)

I was so absorbed into the movie, that i feel what the characters are feeling.....somehow i am more of a Decepticon type of person, so whenever the Decepticons trashed the Autobots, i'll feel somewhat happy...hahaha..

OKAY, maybe when Optimus was trashed...i felt sad....and Bumblebee was hilarious......(have you ever seen a car cry? LOL...oh well, the first movie he 'pee-ed' on someone..so i guess it's possible..haha..)

Several new Autobots were introduced in this movie...and Sideswipe stole my attention most...

everytime i see him appear i would be jumping in my seat...though, it's sad that his air time is almost.....none...except the first scene...=_=

He resembles a ninja....and moves around on wheels..(AirGear FTW!)

And god..the twins are cute..!! (think Chip n Dale....or Hewey and Dewey of Disney)

This movie, Starscream had more airtime and dialogue...but he somehow became weaker...and more...how do you say it....more...fearful towards Megatron....and did he sound the same? i always remembered him to be more....er.....strong and commanding.....

Still, i like him...haha..as cowardly as he is...i still like Starscream....

OH...and who could forget Scorponok?!?!?!

when the scene shifted to Egypt, i was eagerly waiting for Scorponok's appearance....UKYAAAAA..!!!!

There was also Soundwave, though i didn't really like him.....his tentacle looking thingy looked like something that reminded me of some Hentai anime...LOL.....(yes, i watch Hentai......so what? i'm a normal human being.....and curiousity 'saves' the cat..haha...)

Gah...i think i have to have some shuteye now.....Oh..not before reading Maiden Rose...

I was wondering why i was speeding home after the show....

UNCONSIOUSLY, i was actually very anxious to read the Maiden Rose manga i've downloaded last night...haha.....

Listening to : Utada Hikaru - Come Back to Me

Mood : Sleepy, but still there's time for YAOI! XD

Maiden Rose~ * YAOI ALERT *

I was a little bored yesterday while doing my sauna session in my room, so i sort of googled for Maiden Rose...because i remembered the other day i happen to stumble upon the link to the chibi ova episode...

so i thought i'd give the anime a try..(currently following the manga)

SERIOUSLY...this anime is NICE!!! ADDICTIVe..!! CUTE..!! though, i'd still say Junjou Romantica is nicer..haha....nothing can beat usami X misaki & nowaki X hiroki....(not a fan of terrorist though...^^;;;)

ANYWAY~~~~

Maiden Rose, also known as Hyakujitsu no Bara..(i think...) is about Taki and Klaus, who are 2 soldiers from warring countries..Then Klaus sort of pledged himself to be Taki's knight...

BTW...did i mention that Taki's seiyuu is CHIBA SUSUMU? (takuma ichijou - VK, Castor - 07 Ghost..WEee.!! XD) and Klaus is INOUE KAZUHIKO? (Eiri Yuki - Gravitation *drools*)

So, i think from there you guys would know who's uke and who's seme rite? LOL.....

First impression on the anime...i didn't really like how Klaus look like.....i'm not a fan of square jaws..he looked like a bear to me...and Taki is like..the little squirrel...LOL..

Black hair = Taki

Blondie = Klaus

Guess i'll stop with words ya? i think a picture speaks a thousand words..XD 

You smell as sweet as the flowers....

one of the first few scenes....Taki is supposed to get onto the train and suddenly Klaus appeared...and..er..said something like..'i'll never leave you?'...lol..can't remember..

i was mesmerized by Taki...

(hmm.come to think of it, Taki is one of the few uke in the anime yaoi kingdom that i like....he kinda reminded me of Tsuzuki Asato of Yami no Matsuei..XD)

I will forever be your knight...

Well, i didn't follow the manga, or rather, i have not started..(finished downloading already though, but i had to go to work...GRRrr.....><;;) So, i do not know what's this image about...i think it's the flashback on when Klaus promised to be Taki's knight...(though, i don't see the connection between heien era outfits and german-war-looking outfit...=_=|||)

SMEXY TAKI!!! *drools*

OKAYY...i shall refrain myself from posting up AHEM photos....wouldn't know if minors are reading this..hahaha...

ANYWAY.....after the whole serious looking episode....comes the chibi part..!!

it's one of the cutest chibi anime series i've seen..!!

It is in fact BETTER than Chibi SEED of Gundam...

When they walk, there's the little sound like...bouncing type..GOSH..i do not know how to explain...but it's cuteness beyond words!!!

I WANT HIM AS MY KNIGHT! 

CUTE ISNT IT?! especially CHIBI TAKI!! XD (with the neko mimi...FTW!!!)

When i first saw this scene, i was squealing....SO SO CUTE!!!!! i would want plushies of these 2...hahaha...

UKYAAaa..!!!! XD XD (i would wanna pinch him...XD XD)

Taki : As expected...my knight...

Klaus : UGRYA....can't..hold..back...too..cute...!

LOL...don't ask.....i believe you understand what's happening...haha....

but..it's ADORABLE AND CUTE BEYOND WORDS!!!! XD i was actually laughing the whole time i was watching the chibi part..XD

just look at how Taki is flung....LOL!!!

Taki's advisors asking him to throw him where he picked up Klaus (Klaus is a stray wolf it seems..but often mistaken as a dog..XD)

LOL...after all those, Taki decided to retaliate..but HEY, what's an uke without being tsundere?! Non Tsundere ukes are boring....~~~

I'm eagerly waiting to go home to marathon on the manga.....seriously, i think i'd enjoy this series..XD

Well, you can't blame a Yaoi lover being deprived of yaoi for almost 3 - 4 months....i haven't had any new yaoi series being downloaded.....resulted in me reading viewfinder and crimson spell AGAIN AND AGAIN.....=_=|||

Listening to : Sengoku Basara - Jap

Mood : Hungry....lunch.....

I'm being protected like a fish! DAMN!

Dear mother,

GOD...I AM OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!!!!
What's this? I can't even come home late 1 time?
what's 1am at this era? the night is still young at 1am....
And there you go singing like a crow saying 1am is late and coming back alone is dangerous blablabla......

seriously, you need to learn to let go sister....
i'm not going to sit forever in this house and be an obedient kid of yours..
that' 10 years ago..
i have my life......and life is short...
you wouldn't know whether you'll live through tomorrow...
So..DOn'T STOP ME!!!

GOSH!!!!!!

Yours sincerely,
Daughter

Listening to : Guy Sebastian - Angel Brought Me Here
Mood : CRANKY...VERYYYY....

GUILT

When God created human, He inserted a certain feeling, one that could eat a person from the inside..

yes..that is guilt...

the feeling of remorse....and yes, that is what i'm feeling now...

I did something i shouldn't do..

I said something i shouldn't say...

And, i could not gather the courage to say sorry to that certain somebody...

So, i'll say it out here...i'm sorry.....i apologise sincerely from the bottom of my heart.....

I shall reveal no names here, but deep inside my heart and mind, i'm repeating words of apology over and over again to you....

Listening to : Imogen Heap - Can't take it in

Mood : Guilty