a MINOR accident, but i'm majorly hurt..

At approximately 6.30pm, on a fateful day of 18th August 2010.....I got into a minor accident.
No, it wasn't a collision between 2 cars, rather.....a collision between my car and the house gate.

Words could not explain how pissed off i was....I didn't speak a single word, no...not even 1......
i didn't complain aloud, i didn't blame aloud....it was all internal....
I felt soooooooooooooooooo angry and fumed that all i could do was stay silent.

Situation was this...
It was a usual routine for me to go Gym after work everyday. Today was an exception. Not only did i not go to gym, i OFFERED to drive my dad out in my car, in which, i usually will refrain to do.
(yeah, petrol is expensive...and poor me couldn't afford)

SO, as i was reversing, the gate opened....(like, DUH!)
Then, all of a sudden, when half of my car was out, the gate suddenly started to close....And, my car was only 2 - 3 feet away from the gate to begin with.....So you do the math...
My bro came back from college, and he didn't bother to look whether was the gate opened or not...
He hit the button, and there....
The collision happened...and at first glance, the damage on the car was SO SEVERE.....(because of the paint from the gate)

OBVIOUSLY, my car was dented.....
My younger bro apologised, but i couldn't bring myself to look at him in the eye. I told myself that it wasn't his fault.......it wasn't on purpose....
But, deep down inside....i guess i was blaming him...
I couldn't help it....It's my car....my first major investment (next to my phone).

NOW, i need to find a day to send the car to the workshop......and there goes my convenience.

August has been a fucked up month for me..
My handphone broke down, my pendrive going missing, and this is the final blow to it.
I hope that nothing else which is much shittier would happen.
If God is ever so merciful, i sincerely hope that this would be the last of the bad luck that i'm facing.

I'm feeling all anxious ALREADY!

yeah, i'm feeling butterflies in my tummy for next week's shoot.
The last time i felt this was.....hmmm........i don't believe i've been this anxious before...

There are so many things left undone...!!
inner self : THEN WHY THE HECK ARE YOU TYPING THIS BLOG YOU DUMBASS?!
me: but but but....my.....stuffs...are at the other house.....T^T
inner self : SHEESH...PLAN NICELY NEXT TIME LA!!!! *kadush*
me: WUUuuu~~~ T^T

OKAy...let's see..
i haven't fixed the hat for the shoot yet, which means tonite it'll be a frustrating night for me. I'm a noob when it comes to sewing......I hope the hat would stay together in 1 piece, at least enough for me to finish my shoot next week...(so UHU glue will be my best friend!)

I haven't make the clip on buttons for the ribbon.....so i'll have to think of a way to CREATE those stuffs tonite too...

oh, there's another major problem that i didn't mention yet..
HELLO!??! WEIGHT LOSS?!?!!? WHAT HAPPENED?!?!!
*falls into a deep abyss*
If only there's fat donation, rather than blood donation.....T^T
So....i think i'm gonna start starving myself and go on a rampage exercise regime next week.
Hopefully i'll look a wee bit tinier on my legs before my shoot next week....

another thing that worries me about next week's shoot is...
AAAAAAAAA.....I HOPE I DO NOT RUIN THE CHARACTER..T^T
it's been a while since i last cosplayed this character and it scares me to put on the costume again. No, really, no other costumes scares me that much.
I'll need to get dictionary thick reference pictures to save me from the epic cosfucking that i'll most probably do next week.

CRIMSON CROSS CREW....PLEASE HELP ME WITH POSES AND CHARACTER PORTRAYAL!!!!!
*kaotao* m(_ _)m

Listening to : Persona ~Trinity Soul~ - Word of the Voice
Mood : KAN CHEONG!!!!!!!!

Satio is my new OKITA~~

omaigod....after 6 gruelling years, i finally got myself a new phone..!!
(yes, the last phone i chose myself was a Nokia 7250i, and that time, that was one of the bestest best phone already.....that crap costed me RM1200...)

anyway, i've been scouting on phones since last month, but since my old phone could last, i thought, oh well.....save up the cash la...

mana tau, slowly the stupid battery was acting up, and it was on the verge of exploding...(WTF?!)
i went to this shop and asked whether they have any battery for my phone model, and they quoted me a hefty RM100++ price..
i was like...WTF?!?!

and then i asked if they had any 'made in china aka imitation' ones....
that costed about RM25...wheewewww......
so i just asked them the condition of my current battery that time,
i quote that guy (he said it in canto, but i translate here la.)

me: will this battery like...explode?
guy: nope, this battery will not 'like' explode, it WILL DEFINITELY explode...
me: WTF?!?!?!?!??

yeah....so that's that...the battery incident..
blablabal.....later, i'm still facing problems with my phone because after all it is a imitation battery......pfft...
then i got into a heated arguement with my mom because she tried calling me on my phone, but then my old phone died-ed.....
she was like ' GO GET A NEW PHONE, YOUR PHONE SHOULD BE DISPOSED OF...blablabal)

so yeah, after that arguement, i immediately went scouting frantically for new phones..
i told myself to COMPLETELY IGNORE THE LIKES OF NOKIA...because yeah, for all my life, i've been using nokia and there wasn't any good experience from it..
so i thought of switching to Sony Ericsson...iPhone is out of the question because i would have to commit myself to the local telco for 2 years. (paying a stupid sum of RM60 or RM100 everymonth, when i in fact, do not use that much..=_=)

SO, it was the battle between Vivaz, Aino and Satio...
originally i picked Aino, because it was a media phone.....i needed musics for my gym and runs, so i thought that'd be a good pick. Who knows, it has so much flaws that i switched to Vivaz...i was this close to buying Vivaz when i found out about the lousy speaker it had. After much research online, i found out that even with the Equalizer, it didn't do much difference. So finally, I picked Satio. Since i've played around with Satio before, i thought, oh well..it's worth the money...^^
since it's only RM120++ more than Vivaz, i figure BAH...just get Satio la..

So i went to that shop, and that lady there was so friendly and her service was so good..!! i'd defintely recommend to get from her. She even installed Garmin GPS for me FOC...
And she said i could go back to her for the map updates.
definitely one of the best phone salesperson i've ever met. (and she was soooooooooooooooooo friendly!!!)
OHHH...and she gave me a new phone number FOC also..!! finally i have a 017 number..XD XD

all in all, i love my new phone SO VERY MUCH..!!! the camera functionality is uber awesome..!!!
Oh, apparently a friend of mine said that if you named your phone after someone you like/love, you'll cherish it even more..
so yeah...
my SE Satio now is my OKITA..........

Listening to : XXX holic - 19sai
Mood : WEEEEEEEeee...OKITA~~~~

GAR GARRRRR...!! dream cosplays?

well, i feel somewhat obliged to have this entry..hahaha...
*punches riko and tsu*

ANYWAY...
my dream cosplay....nope....no wings, no armory, no awesome HOLYSHITWHATISTHATWEAPONIT'SAWESOMESHIT prop....

my dream cosplay is just a simple mortal...no powers, no special ability, no nothing..
in fact, compared to the rest of the party, he is the normal-est of them all...
but he has been my number 1 favourite character ever since i set eyes on him back in 2000.
Who?well....it's obvious..
it's a badass monk with a badass attitude. His choice of weapon is just a normal Smith and Wesson revolver gun. Occasionally, he uses his Matenkyo as well as Harisen on his enemies..(ok, the latter weapon couldn't do much against the enemies, only works on his 'slaves')
Blonde hair and mezmerising violet eyes, he is non other than....

GENJO SANZO..
(GAR ENOUGH!??!?! XD)
yeah.....not some epic dude eh?
but yeah...he is my dream cosplay character.....and well, i'm one step closer to fulfilling my dreams. why? because........


YESSS..!! i've cosplayed him already...well, not exactly his default reload outfit, but his artwork version..
At least it's 1 step eh?
So yeah..........at least i'm working on my dream cosplay...

nope, not Gar, but then...it's personally fulfilling for me as a cosplayer...^^ (and i'm proud of it)

Listening to : Gensomaden Saiyuki - Tightrope (Medieval Version)
Mood : ok...going to zzzzzzz now...XD

hilarious chat session with parents...

Lately, i've been having shitty problems with my phone. Cases like when my parents call in, the phone would just go into Hang mode, or the entire phone would just shut off (even when the batteries are indicated as full).

so the other day, i told my parents i wanted to get a new phone...and i was singing 'i'm getting a new phone~ i'm getting a new phone~' over and over again..

ok, this is where it gets cute...LOL..

Dad : you need a new phone la.....
me : i'm already eyeing on 1 liao. But need to wait till my credit card statement date pass first la.
Dad : what model you getting? nokia a?
me: no...condemning nokia for good liao..
Dad : you get that...iMAC la...
me: er..no..that's a computer. I'll be getting that next month hopefully.
Dad : you get that...ipod la...
me: no...that's not a phone either...that's something you listen music with....=_=
dad: then...that one call what?
me : you mean the iphone?
dad: yaya.....that one....

(SO SUSAH TO SAY iPHONE..LOL!!!)

another incident just happened less than an hour ago...
me and my mom was walking around in Bukit Tinggi Jusco......and i walked into Sony Center to show her the phone i was eyeing on....
she said not bad..blablabla.....

THEN, we happened to walk by a phone shop selling iphones.

mom : *points at phones being displayed* you dun wanna see phones ka?
me : *sees an array of iphones, htc, blackberry* nah.....dun wan these. canot afford la....iphones and blackberry all..
mom : WHAT is an iphone a?
me : *points at banner* That square thing there? with smaller squares in it? THAT's an iphone.
mom : ehh...get that one la..that one nice leh
me : dun wan....need to pay RM60 digi monthly, and RM2000++ for phone...you sponsor?
mom : ok....buy back your viva...
me : no..that's a car...=_=
mom: aiya...that phone just now wan la.....
me: .......you...sponsor?
mom: *walks away*

LOL...both my parents need to turn so many 'roundabouts' to find out what an iphone is...
somehow i find this really really hilarious...hahahah...

but yeah, i'm changing my phone REALLY soon....most prolly the next time you see me, i'll get my new phone already.
i'm boycotting Nokia for good. (no offense nokia lovers)
It's time to turn to SONY........^^

Listening to : Yuna Ito - Precious
Mood : sleeeepppyyyy...

you laugh can, we laugh canot la!?

First of all...
WHICH FUCKTARD USED THE COWGLUE IN THE OFFICE AND DIDN'T CLOSE BACK!?
NOW THE ENTIRE BOTTLE SPILLED AND IT'S GIVING THE GLUE STENCH IN THE DEPARTMENT....
fucktard with no fucking brains....isn't it common sense that you use something, after using it you close it?!
fucking useless fucktard...

2ndly...
well, this is on a fellow lan si asshole.
TC oh TC.....you finally earned yourself a place in my blog with your name.
Why must you be so lan si?
there were so many incidents whereby you pissed our department....but we just let it by.
We closed one eye when you come into our department and sneeze, spread your disgusting germs and walk away...
we close the other eye when you walked into our department screaming like a banshee.....
We even tried to lose consciousness when you came into our department and started talking on the phone like this was a huge phone booth for you.

When you guys were laughing like a crazy bunch of clowns outside, we didn't call up and complained...
OH, when we were shocked or when we had our happy times, you'll call in and complain. Frankly speaking, you and your neighbour have something in common. Both you like to call up and shut down our happy sessions.
and by saying 'I'm not calling to complain, but you guys are kinda loud...can you shut it a bit?' It is actually CALLING TO COMPLAIN...GET IT?! DUMBASS!!!!!

I may forgive, but i never forget..
I didn't forget how you demanded me, when i was ever so busy.....to stick your pathethic looking poster in the sales department.
I didn't forget how you demanded me, when i was instructed by kenix to NOT take the photos that day, and you insisted you wanted it taken that day.
I didn't forget how you answered in a LAN SI tone, when i told you it was very troublesome to set up and it was already 5 pm. (eh, you dun wanna go home, i wanna go home ok?!)

so yeah.....this isn't directed at the company nor department. It's directed to that 1 person.........
A selfish and thickskinned 1 person.
Well, the whole company knows that not many people adore this guy, but they abhore him.....

Listening to : Vanessa Carlton - A thousand miles
Mood : Cranky

tired.....i think i'm old..=_=

after the recent 12.3km run....my body is really battered...

My knee joint has been having this aching pain, it's not muscle, it's not 'fung sap'...it's the bones with are hurting....i think i'll need glucosamine already...

But somehow, i find that i perform better during night runs. I finished 12.3km in 1hour 25mins...well, around that time la..
I remembered for my Standard Chartered run, i finished 10 km in 1hour 20 mins....that was as major dissapointment for me...really..

my last run to wrap up this year would be the ADIDAS KOTR challenge. i really hope it'd be at night, but well.....i can only pray...^^;;;

Listening to : KATTUN - Never Again
Mood : TIREd..MUCH!