I don't care.....

Be warned that this is another work rant....
about that same colleague.....ok, lets just call him 'James' now...(coz i could forsee that there would be more to rant about him in the near future)

OK, James here......i can't bring myself to understand what is wrong with him. Yesterday, he disrupted my sleep, texting me at 7.30am, telling me he couldn't get up from bed, blablabla....
no seriously...HECK CARES YOU CAN GET OUT OF BED OR NOT....you're supposed to inform YOUR BOSS...not YOUR SENIOR....
and disrupting me at 7.30am? oh....boy...you're lucky that you're on MC...i'm like...Rukawa...DO NOT DISTURB ME FROM MY SLEEP...i'd beat you up if i have to...=_=

THEN, i told him to inform my boss that he is on MC...as a form of respect, you CALL your boss...not TEXT her....i don't care if you can't get up from bed, or your car exploded, or a meteorite landed in your room.....JUST CALL HER....
but NOOOOOOOOooo......you texted her....
so naturally, when you text someone regarding this...you'd expect a reply from the other side to confirm that he or she received the message...as a form of acknowledgement...

NOOOooo.......little 'James' here just left it at that, and didn't care about any replies from my boss..
How come such simple common sense could not be drilled into his mind?????

NEXT, today...he came to office...fair enough....1 day MC and you're back to work...i suppose you should at least do something before you show your 'sickness' rite?
NOOoo......little 'James' came to office, and SPLAT...lay his head on the table and continued sleeping...
JUST WHEN I TOLD HIM TO HAND ME A COUPLE OF THINGS....
and he told me..'OK..I CUBA'....(trans note : it means 'OK, i'll try)

ahem....seriously, i hate it when people tell me ' I'll TRY'.......it means that you're not giving it your all, and that 'I'll TRY' is a form of notification that ' OH, heck cares..i give you i give you la...if i don't, then deal with it...'

NOW, little 'James' is sleeping there like a log....and he has a couple of deadlines today...
i wonder how he is gonna 'vomit' out those deadline...

YES, i may sound mean saying all these....coz i mean, he IS sick..but you don't SHOW that you're sick at 9am in the morning......
His KPI is gonna be so screwed...and he is STILL on probation....

good thing he is not my subordinate.....i'm just helping my senior, who's on maternity leave..and by golly thank god she'll be back next week...
i can't take little 'James' anymore...

Listening to : Gravitation - In The Moonlight
Mood : Cranky =_=

Loser...in a good way

It's never easy to drag yourself to gym everyday. Heck, it's never easy to say no to food, sweets, snacks and the like.

Imagine eating only oats...well, been there, done that.

People kept asking me things like
" Why do you slave yourself at gym everyday after work" or " why pay so much just to torture yourself"....

Er, my good friend, it's a lifestyle...yeah well getting into the drill is difficult..no doubts there...but it's the motivation that gets u started... The rest it's up to determination and habit.

So I may be a loser here, but I m losing those shackles that would cause me an early death. Had I not changed my lifestyle, I would've weighed more than a whopping 100kg now.

So all I wanna say is...it's never too late to change yourself..the first step is always the hardest..but get into momentum, and you'll come to realize that there's so much you could achieve in life. NEVER IN MY LIFE...had I imagine that I could complete a 12.3km run in less than 2 hours...but I did it....break the boundaries...if an oversized girl like me could do it...anyone can!

Ps : and my source of motivation?? COSPLAY.....:)

Listening to : aircond sound
Mood : sssllleeepppyyy!!!

Bonus or not, i don't care....SPENDING LIKE A BOSS~~!!

Well, for the past week, i've been a bimbo....i was so broke, i think the theif, hacker or whatever would be so dissapointed, in fact, i think the thief would be richer than me..

i only have RM20 left in my bank account....and all of us (me and my colleagues) were all hoping that we'd be graced upon with the arrival of our Bonuses.....
we were told that we'll be getting it on the 15th..........or so we thought...

So we all basically stalked our bank accounts......and to our dissapointment (or rather MY dissapointment), i am still left with RM20.....

And then OFF i went to Pyramid.....
at first i was going all 'OH, NICE CLOTHES BUT I HAVE NO MUNNEEH~~~~'
'OH, IF I HAD MY BONUS I WOULD'VE BOUGHT THAT, I WOULD'VE THIS and THAT'....

then after that, i went....HECK CARES!!! i still have my credit card...
thus, i ended up with a pair of shoes, and a biker leather jacket from Forever 21....
IT WAS A STEAL!!!! i saw those jacket in Topshop, Esprit and the likes, and it was RM300+++
(WTF !?!?!)
but here, i saw...the last one, and it was my size.........for RM129....*grins*
it's like, it's meant for me..!!!!!
so yeah....when i went to the cashier, i just randomly asked ' Do you have....like, student's discount or sumthing like that'....that cashier said yes and i went OMG *grabs student card out*

WOHOOoo...at the end of the day, it costed me only RM116....BWAHAHAHAHAH!!!
for those shoes, it was a perfect fit, comfortable and it had slight heels...PERFECT.....(for my CF2012 cosplay)

besides that, i could use it for work..LOL!!!


SO YEAH...TAKE THAT!! EVEN IF I HAD NO BONUS, I COULD STILL SPEND MONEY..!! BWAHAHAHAHAH!!!! *shudders at the thought of next month's Credit Card bills...but..OH WELL....XD XD*

Listening to : Tales of Rebirth - Good Night
Mood : =)

Friday the 13th

I feel whatever that happened today earned it's place in this blog of mine. From broken windscreen to missing earrings to eating rotten food, twas a day to remember.

First of all, what started my day was...my broken windscreen.
Was driving along NKVE heading towards Damansara when suddenly I heard a loud 'pop', and the next thing i know, my left arm was covered with shattered glasses.

(click on pic for wider image)

So started my bad luck streak.

Reached office, met a nooB and sorry excuse for a driver...she parks her car ON the line...I suppose she must've thought that her car was an airplane.

Then, halfway through the day, my earring stud went missing. Couldn't find them anymore...it was as if it fell into a dimensional porthole or something...

FINALLY, I think I must've eaten an expired bun pastry, which resulted in a rather bad tummyache.

So after the day is over, I bled a hefty RM400 to replace my windscreen. But the day became brighter with awesome company...they were there for me when I needed them, they assisted and gave me strength. Thank you so much for everything today. Grace, Jeslyn, Jillian....thank you, and thank you again my dear jie jie's...!!!

Listening to : -
Mood : Sleeeeppyyy

work rant....

well, yeah...recently i was promoted to being a senior, and i tell you, it is no simple task to take on that responsibility. You're no longer the little junior colleague...everyone expects you to be able to perform....

so yeah, i have no qualms on that, in fact...i am well confident that i'm able to pull off whatever task that my boss throw at me.........
all, but one SLIGHT thing that irks me, is to designate task to my junior colleagues.

Currently, my senior colleague is on maternity leave, in which she'll only be back on the 30th of Jan. So most of the task will drop to my table, and to add cili padi to the already spicy nasi lemak, my boss had to go off on an overseas business trip...leaving almost EVERYTHING concerning the department to me..

well, no problems there also...communication has never been a problem for me....
ALL is well, except DESIGNATING jobs to my junior colleagues.
i have 3 junior colleagues.....2 of them i manage to convey the meanings of the task /concept/ jobs to them...

1 more.....that 1 more basically almost made me pull my hair out.....
When i was explaining, the other 2, whom catches things quite fast...paid attention.....but THAT ONE, which does thing a bit TAD slow, was busy staring off at his own machine....

if you can't pick up things as fast, then you should PAY ATTENTION when i'm talking..
If you don't understand ask..!!!
after i finished explaining everything........he waited around 5 minutes,.....then only asked me what was that briefing all about.....

I WENT FUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! you wan me to explain ALL OVER AGAIN!?!??! (which i did...=_=)

WE ARE NOT IN COLLEGE ANYMORE BOY.....GROW UP!!! THIS IS THE WORKING WORLD!!!!
you'd be left behind for being so slow......i know i'm mean, but hey..that's how the world works....

ok..rant over....back to work....=_=

Listening to : Miyano Mamoru - Rain
Mood : =_=...slightly cranky....

Tattoo Type 2...FINALIZED~!!

After so many surveys, researches, drawing and referencing....finally, i got my tattoo type 2 design.!!!

well, not much of a self design...basically i plucked this off Fate Prototype.
The moment i saw the 7 masters' symbol, i was hooked.
And coincidentally i was searching for designs with Wings...but not too much of a fantasy element.
I actually tried mixing a few winged designs initially, but then none of them worked out...(more like, all looked mutated..LOL!!)

then when i saw Fate Prototype, i went HOMG NICEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! the placement of all the wings are FANTASTIC!!! i wanted to put ODD numbered wings above my ankle, but NEVER got the design right.

In case any of you are wondering how does it look like...here's the image of it.


I'm not TOO familiar with Fate Prototype...because mainly it's a prototype idea of how Fate/Stay night should be, UNTIL they scrapped the whole thing and turned Saber's character from a male into female....(AWWWWW SHUCKS!!! Sakurai Takahiro as Saber is totally DROOLABLE..!!! His EXCALIBUR beats female Saber hands down!)

This design is from the 5th Master's symbol....not entirely sure who the servant is, but then the master had this tattoo on her left cheek. I figured instead of my cheek (my dad would disown me if i had a tattoo on my face..=_=), i would put it on my left leg.

So..er..yeah..now imma finding people to go with me to the tattoo parlour..LOL!!

Listening to : Fate Zero - Memoria
Mood : Tired because its-that-time-of-the-month...=_=

WorldCosplay account

Well yeah...I've jumped in the bandwagon and went ahead to create an account there.

Sadly though, I still am NOT familiar with how things work there. I will still use my CureCos account but I will be abandoning my Cosplay.com account now.

Most updates will still go to my DA because I will sometimes, if not MOST of the time, try to 'dissect' the photos, and I consider that editting part 'art'.

Still, if you are curious on how my WorldCosplay account look like, do go here....please pardon my amateurish cosplay（−＿−；）

http://worldcosplay.net/member/hitokiri_sien/

I m still in the midst of uploading. So it would look rather empty..lol

Anyway....dozo yoroshiku onegaishimasu!!! m(_ _)m