good....or bad?

lol....okay, the thing is... 

i was so bored last night (originally wanted to watch avatar...OK! OK! i know! I AM SLOW.!!!) but the mood wasn't there.... 

SO, i took out my Roy Mustang costume and played around with it....

I was slightly horrified, and also pleased..(ok..mixed feelings...) 

horrified or pleased first? 

hmmm... 

let's start with the good news first..^^ 

So, when i put on the costume, the top part of the uniform was kinda big...especially the boob area.. 

okay, i don't know whether it's the binder which are good, or i lose my boobs EVEN MORE....(horrified and well....pleased at the same time) 

that's that...... 

now come the horrifiying part.. 

the pants....WERE MUCH TIGHTER THAN LAST TIME!!!

i was like...WTF?! how come i lost weight for my torso, but not my ass? 

is that even possible? like i said...mixed feelings....

so i kinda got the motivation to lose more weight and now my target weight is to be 5 -8 kgs less by Comic Fiesta. 

i know CF is like....8 months away, but i've been on the plateau for sometime now, so i feel 8 months is not that much of a time for me to be thinner.... 

i'm like...cursed with huge ass....=_= 

if only technology was so advanced that there is a Fat Donation / Fat bank...like those Blood Donation drive.... 

I would be the first to sign up....haha....

(i have many friends wanting my Fats....no...seriuosly...they were all asking me to donate my 'extra layers' to them.....and, i dunno whether i should take that as a compliment....hahaha..)

Listening to : FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood - Period

Mood : =_=

GACC 2010 : hito in vocaloid land

yup, i know it's kinda late...it's already almost april and only NOW i'm posting up my reviews on GACC.
(lol..i think most of the things i've already forgotten, but i believe Riko has a more detailed review on it haha..)

ahem...
ok....to start it off...
GACC 2010 Day 01
Character : Shinomori Aoshi
Series : Rurouni Kenshin



When we arrived at the vicinity of MMU Melacca, we drove around like lost lambs. (or rather i drove around like a lost lamb)
There were so little signs to show where the event venue was and we ended up asking the security guard (who was luckily friendly to us....you know, not ALL security guards are friendly..it's either they chase you away rudely, or tell you TAK TAHU TAK TAHU....=_=)

SO, we were told there was another entrance and parking area further down the road which leads directly to the event venue, WHICH was true....
but to my horror, the road leading to the venue made KL potholes look like a joke.
It was a construction looking road which leads to...er...a Padang/Field. AND THAT my friend, is our parking area...
well, we thought things couldn't get any worse....we were wrong....DEAD WRONG....
As we approached our last-year's-changing-room, i noticed there were more people there than usual, with a foodstall right in front of the entrance...
i walked up to one of the helpers and asked, " erm...is this the event hall?"
he answered , " YES!"...i was dumbstruck.....before i even entered the hall, i could feel the sauna-heat fuming out....
and i was wearing a freaking thick coat that could even make Genting feel like normal KL weather.(with gloves at that too...=_=)

I entered it and had half a glance at the booths, got my figurine and ran out as soon as i can....any longer i would've fainted....really....
So that's that for the hall....(it's a nightmare, i don't even wanna reminisce about it anymore)
One thing good about that is that most of the cosplayers are gathered outside, and i met familiar faces and had a nice chat with a few of them. We had our own share of photoshoots outside the hall and in less than 2 hours of arriving, WE LEFT FOR OUR HOTEL...
that's it for GACC 2010 Day 01
so much for THE LAST GACC......(pfft, i thought it'd be EPIC...but BOY was i dissapointed)
Though, it was a consolation that we enjoyed ourselves really really really UBER much driving around Melacca town. (with See Wah's GPS telling us hard-to-understand directions....lol...it was really hilarious)

now, GACC 2nd Day.
Character : Alto Saotome
Series : Macross Frontier


AHh..the usual venue is back...WEEEe.......or so i thought.
The hype wasn't there anymore....I was expecting a 2007 hyped crowd, but it was kinda dead...
i couldn't even remember anything from the event...!!
i only stumbled upon the Grand Freeze, but lol..didn't participate in it...(not in the mood anymore)

OH, and for GACC 2010, i DUB THEE VOCALOID LAND...
everywhere i went, i see VOCALOID COSPLAYERS.....=_=
not that you guys suck, you guys were awesome..
just that i was hoping to see some varieties, like our neighbour Singapore cosplayers....
I look forward to clicking on event photos everytime there was an event in singapore.....
well, hopefully there's not THAT much of a vocaloid-ism in the next event....*prays*

Listening to : Fate/Stay Night - Disillusion
Mood : Cranky (which explains the negativity in the entry)

the flame called passion, IGNITED ONCE AGAIN!

okay....remember a few post ago where i said i might be retiring my cosplays soon?

screw that....

after GACC, i find that i still couldn't let go of this hobby.....it was the source of inspiration, motivation and everything that made me who i am today...

Yeah, figurines may look awesome, but it still couldn't beat cosplaying....

Figurines is something that i enjoy myself......but cosplaying is something i enjoy with friends, meeting new people and well...being the very character that i love really much..!!

seriously, what was i thinking trying to retire from cosplaying? =_=

ANYWAY~~

that aside.....i have been procrastinating on my prop making...(as usual..LOL..now tell me, when have i NEVER procrastinated?)

let's see....this is something for me to remind myself of, what to make and what is the deadline...

i remember that i have a velvet nightmare halfdone somewhere in my room.....

ok...things to be completed...(how i wish i could just buy these off the racks...but HEY, that would defeat the sole purpose of PROP MAKING.....rather, it'll be prop buying...=_=)

SO...

- Velvet Nightmare

- Matenkyo

- Paper fan (to whack monkeys and water sprites)

- WTFOMGBBQPEWPEW huge angel wings (i could almost hear the wings say ' PHEAR MEEEEEe...BWAHAHHAHAHA ' )

ok...that's that....i suppose i'll get started on it this weekend.....on sunday....LOL....

OHH..regarding GACC 2010, next post shall be the 'story' on it...^^

Listening to : Tsubasa Chronicle - Yume no Tsubasa

Mood : MAKAN TIME~~XD

what if i slowed down?

recently, i've taken up another expensive hobby...yeah..it's one of the most expensive hobby i've ever indulge myself in yet.....

I thought nothing could be more expensive than cosplay, but i was wrong...
there was another expensive and gruesome one..
yes, it's none other than figurine collecting......

I've spent close to RM2k now on figurines alone...and i find myself unable to resist the figurines that are displayed on the shelves lately...=_=
my latest addition is from the Robot Spirits series, Bonta Kun!

It's a blessing in disguise that i only collect male figures (i've stopped collection gashapons as well..only going for 1/8, 1/10 and the likes now...LOL)
male figures are very much less and rare compared to those of the females.
and that kinda saves me from the monthly preorders..(not that it helped THAT much, but it still reduced my burden..haha)

So, with all that said....i believe it's time to slow down on my other hobby.....which is cosplaying..
seriously, my fire in it isn't as strong as before......i hate to admit it but i believe in another few years time (after i've completed what i promised my team members that i'll be cosplaying), i'll stop COMPLETELY from ordering costumes....but do not misunderstand...i'll still cosplay, but on a smaller scale now....

Most probably starting next year i'll start to dig out my older costumes and put them on sale...^^;;;
though, i'm still not sure which to put up for sale....
anyone out there interested in my past costumes? LOL...i'm up for offers...^^
most of my costumes are still in MINT condition...haha....

to the TEAM : i will fulfill all the cosplay projects that i've promised with you guys before i stop completely la...so no worries...whatever plan we have and will have, still goes on..^^

most probably i'll stop all costume orderings starting mid of 2012.....yeah, sounds like a LOOOOOOOONG time still, but at least that's what i have in mind now...who knows, i might find the fire and passion that i used to have so much last time in the near future?

Listening to : Tokyo Magnitude 8.0 - Kimi no Uta
Mood : Sleepy and ..er...hungry...|||oTL

that mistake wasn't mine!

ok, what are the odds of my overlooking a damn obvious mistake? 

it's staring right back at me and i doubt it's my mistake..

true enough, after checking back...it wasn't my mistake......

well, who knows, maybe the other side made a mistake and decided to cover their own ass to save themselves from having to compensate...

so in turn they blame us....and coincidentally (or rather, unluckily) i was the one to handle that at that very time..

yeah, blame me for being unlucky, but i know the mistake wasn't mine..

i will admit if it were mine to begin with, but when it isn't...i sure hell won't go and take up that shit.

period!

Listening to : heck cares what i'm listneing to...i'm fucking pissed...=_=

Mood: do you even need to ask? =_=

ZETSUBOUSHITAAA!!!

okay...just a short post..haha..i just got my Nozomu Itoshiki Nendo today and lol..had a little fun in the office...
He is one of my cutest Nendo yet...(ok, so i only have 3 nendos...big deal.....)
one thing that made me laugh non stop is that...IT REALLY CAME WITH A SUICIDE ROPE!!!
the one he always use to hang himself with in the anime....LOL!!!really....it was a facepalm.jpg moment when i saw that rope..haha..

ANYWAYYY~~~
here's something to brighten you day....XD

lol....XD

(okay, so i needed some inspiration...)
btw, i just realized that....Itoshiki sensei's head is the biggest of the 3 nendo i have......(and the paling-not-yeng one.....i mean, what do you expect?! his rivals are Sebastian and Arawn XD)

itoshiki : WHAT?! I AM NOT KAKOI!??! ZETSUBOUSHITAAAAAAA!!!!!
err...rite....

but i wub this nendo....*huggles*

Listening to : Gurren Lagann - Sorairo Days
Mood : ZETSUBOUSHITAAAAAAAA.......not...XD

FIREFOX PWNS..!!

ok, i just switched over to firefox...couldn't stand it anymore because my IE kept shutting down by itself....(yes, my laptop is overly infected by viruses, and well...maybe that could be the cause of it..)

ANYWAY, FIREFOX PWNS IE ANYTIME.....

i guess it's the store room for IE.....=_=
(well, who asked you to shut down on me so many times? serves you right...HMPH!)

on a sidenote...
I BOUGHT MY POOH AND TIGGER QUEEN BEDSHEET FOR MY NEW HOUSE..!!
WEEEEE..!! (it's so adorable..! XD......i can't wait to use it in my new room..XD)

Listening to : SuJu & SNSD - S.E.O.U.L song
Mood : ok...time for bed again..XD

~ Der Soldat ~

well, seeing that it was the Chap Goh Meh last night, i believe most of you, if not all out there...are all feeling or hoping that we could all turn back time and relive again the past few weeks...

LOL...yeah, i had that feeling and i was feeling so SAD and SICK (no, not bodily sick, just er...sick la..haha) going back to the office...LOL...

I really enjoyed CNY this year and in fact, it was one of the best CNY i've had in such a long time...XD

ANYWAY~~~

as i got back from gym just now, i walked into my room and noticed a parcel sitting on my table..

on the side was written HLJ...or something like that...LOL....

well, i didn't rush it the first minute to rip open it...

instead, i took my time to pack for tomorrow, wash my face and brush my teeth..

(well, you have to savour the excitement..>XD)

AFTER i finally settled down.....that's when the fun part began.....

i slowly cut open the box (after ripping the EMS thingy on top), and WALA...

i saw..SHIKI and the COUCH..!!

it's DER SOLDAT version, (which means 'THE SOLDIER' in German...i think..LOL)

i guess i'll let the photos do the talking ^_^

*___*

*_________*

THE COUCH..!! THE OH-SO-COMFY-COUCH!!

*seriously, i could faint because of his awesomeness...XD*

TADAH..!! TWIN SHIKIs..!! XD

It's a sad thing that Akira has been discontinued, else i'll be more than willing to spend another RM200++ for his Uke...LOL...i mean, what's a Seme to do without his Uke? XD

But nevertheless, i finally have this hawt dude (both versions AT THAT!) in my grasp....hmm...i think i'll wait till i'm all relaxed during the weekend for the Drama CD.....i bet it'll be 'entertaining'..LOL....

So, before that, GAZE UPON HIS MAGNIFICENT SMIRK..!! XD (did i mention that i love the couch SO DAMN MUCH!!???)

Fall prey to my smirk, little kitties.....

This figurine is by far one of my most valued and hawtest figurines i have...(ok, i can't decide which is more droolable, this Shiki, or the other...both are equally AMAZING!)

Listening to : Macross Frontier - What 'bout my star @ Formo
Mood : TIME TO SLEEP..XD (and dream of shiki..XD)