MeRrY KuRiSuMaSu and a HEpI NeW YeaR~!

heyo all...

A very merry kurisumasu and soon enough, HAPPY NEW YEAR.!!

a lot have happened this year...well, a lot of first times for me actually..haha..
I bought my first phone on my own...(meaning i paid 100% for it...without my parent's help..XD)
--no, you can't blame me..i haven't changed my phone in almost 6 -7 years....)
I attended my FIRST CONCERT, which is Adam Lambert's Glamnation (which, subsequently made me go fanatic over him..LOL)..
I had my nails did for the first time...(black nail polish FTW!!)
I had my very first Solo shoot (Whadaya Want From Me MV)
and lastly, I'm going to go on my Solo trip with my colleagues...
(solo as in, i'm not travelling with my family anymore..!! -- oh, for the record, Singapore doesn't count...because it's only a weekend..haha)
OHH...also, i attended my first International ACG Convention..!!! (okay, not anywhere in Japan, but AFA in Singapore sounds good enough..XD)

ANYWAY~~~
with 2010 saying bye bye, i also noticed a lot of things had happened...
a lot of financially frightening stuffs actually..

First of all, yeah.. i bought myself a new phone...but then thing is, i had no choice because the old phone i was using is on the verge of exploding..LOL!!
the battery is all swollen....and to quote the shopkeeper
' Nah...it won't explode, but it will DEFINITELY explode..' (in cantonese, it sounded a little bit more severe..haha)

So there you go....spend a whopping RM1500++ on a new phone....(there goes my credit card)

THEN, my car got rammed by the automatic gate in my house, because my younger bro went and press the button when i was reversing my car...so my poor 'husband' had a dent at the back door..T^T

I lost my pendrive, bought a new one....and the new one died on me in less than 3 months....
talk about....crappy luck?
Also, my Speaker, that has been with me for 5 years, had it's main plug fried because of a power surge......Good thing i manage to salvage it by using a 3rd party main plug......
But i still spent a good RM250++ getting a new speaker....

So, many things happened.....but as they say, bad things are intertwined with good things...just like the rope....
I still had fun and pricless experiences...
Like going to Cameron Highlands with my crazy colleagues...as well as the Tanjung 'Sampat' trip...
And my bro finally did his ROM....XD on christmas eve no less.....
Fun but tiring...

I'm looking forward to my countdown to bid farewell to year 2010.....this time it'll be my first time...OUT OF MALAYSIA...!!!
Wohoo....Taiwan here i come..!!!!

So, i guess this will be my last post for this year, and before is sign off...

have a MERRY KURISUMASUUUU...AND A HAPPEEEYYYY NEW YYEEARR~~!!! XD

Listening to : TM Revolution - Sword Summit
Mood : ^_____^

Biggest Loser...sweat and tears..

Have you ever watch a reality TV show and cried?
yeah....well, it happens to me all the time..
Survivor, The Amazing Race...blablabla...
and also not forgetting The Biggest Loser...

The funniest thing was....I was in gym that time, and there was this episode (the transformation episode) whereby the contestants had a makeover, dress up and meet with their loved ones...
I had to suppress my tears because i was kinda embarrassed to show my tears to my friends..LOL
ANYWAY.....

I didn't cry this time because of the meeting-up-with-loved-ones-oh-so-touching scene...
i shed tears because i could relate myself to one of the contestant's siblings.

Pardon me, but i forgot his name..LOL..
but still, the contestant's brother was kinda huge too...and he didn't manage to get pass the audition part..i think...not too sure about that though..
when he met up with his transformed brother, he cried.....saying that ' Now i'm the only huge one (in the family) '

it kinda reflected back to how i was too last time...
everytime i went out with my friends, they could easily pick up clothes and shoes from the shelves.....where else i had to find those huge guy tshirts (sizing XXXL -no, i'm not joking)
It's very depressing everytime you see a piece of nice clothing, but it couldn't even go past your chest....
and it's even more depressing when you ask for the biggest size, and the promoter tells you that even the biggest size couldn't fit you...

Have any of you guys been through this? well....i have...a few times in fact...

Many people ask me why am i performing self-torture by starving myself, working out like a mad horse, keeping count of my calories..
well, you guys just couldn't understand what i've been through...
You guys have been thin all your life.....whilst i have been otherwise....

Don't tell me you understand how i feel.....you just dont....
Like the saying goes, if it doesn't prick you, it doesn't hurt....

yeah, sometimes i do eat normal food (rice, spaghetti and the likes..) but have you guys seen how much i've self tortured? NO....you guys do not know how hard i work in the gym, how difficult it is to contain the urge to grab a bite at night.....
So, for you people who often comment on what i eat......cut some slack ok? i'm also human..i need life....
don't come up to me and say ' EHHHH, YOU EAT SPAGHETTI A? IT'S DAMN FATTENING WAN YOU KNOW??!?!?!'  or ' DO YOU KNOW THAT EATING BREAD/BUN LIKE THAT IS WORST THAN EATING RICE!!??'

duh, it's like telling me 'your mom is a woman!!!'

I know what's the limit, i know what to do........so, unless you know how to construct your sentence, just shut up....
Don't rub it in anymore........you don't know what i've been through to reduce my size to this.....

Listening to : Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou - Ano hi Time Machine
Mood : =_=

Pre CF preparation....

Comic Fiesta, the annual biggest (or so they say...^^) ACG event in Malaysia is next week...I'm sure most of us out there are running around like mad because of unfinished project/costumes/props...

Well, technically speaking, mine is done....just that, i need to make some minor props....which is simple..
What's fun was....today, the team came over to my house, and we did wig and hair styling...
i trimmed Sadako's wig, a Pink Sadako's wig...and Ron's wig...LOL!!!
(I LOVE RELYSS'S WIG COLOR OMG!!!)

i admit that i haven't been styling much wigs lately and i'm a little rusty with my skills..LOL..
but nevertheless, i hope you guys are happy with it? (dun care, not happy also bo pian.....HAVE TO HAPPY WITH IT...!!)

It was fun styling See Wah's hair with the curler...MAN, 5 girls and none of us know how to use that curler thingy.......
But lol..the end effect was kinda awesome, and with make up on, i believe See Wah's cosplay this year will be EPIC.......or...SMEXILICIOUS....
i wouldn't mind being killed by her...XD

CF is one more week....
frankly speaking, i wasn't that excited until the team came over to my place...
It's as if, i totally forgotten how it felt like to look forward to an event......So many things happen....I was sick, Bro was sick, laptop died, handphone died.......i totally didn't think of CF until today......
HECK, i was thinking of my Taiwan trip more than CF.....

but now....the team sparked my interest in the event again....and well...
YOSHHHHHHHHHHHh.....!!!!! MOERUZEEEEEeee..!!!

SEE WAH..!! WE SHALL STARVE OURSELVES TOGETHER..!! LOL!!!!!!

Listening to : Mao - 詩音
Mood : XD

Malaysian drivers drive like drunkards....

Malaysian drivers drive like drunkards....it's no wonder you come across with fatal accidents one after another in the newspapers, EVERYDAY!
first, there is the crazy u turn kancil......heck, it's common sense you don't make an illegal u-turn at highways.....it's enough that you jeopardize your  own life.....and with passengers in your car...you're an indirect 'murderer'....and what about those oncoming cars?
really..no sympathy for that kid driver...but i do sympathize with his friends....the innocent passangers and also the guy who got hit (oncoming) on the other side of the road....

OK..that's that...
my case...this morning, there's this old ruby colored mercedez number plate ' BCD 765 ' suddenly wanted to cut into my lane at the toll area.... i mean..HELLO!??! i'm right beside you, can't you at least wait till i pass? i'm going straight for heaven's sake...and you, from the rightmost lane (smart tag), wanna go into the leftmost booth.....
and to make things worse....you are smoking?
(not trying to be racist or whatever here but....she is a malay lady, wearing light blue tudung, smoking.....UGH...what an ugly sight)

THEN....she goes and hog the fast lane for god knows how long......really, these people, even if they are invovled in an accident, i'll just drive by them.....no sympathy for these people....

OKAY, after that......there's this civic driver, who couldn't make up his mind which lane to move....and was moving in and out of the fast and middle lane....
COME ON, it's rush hour, you're gonna kill someone by doing that....stupid murderer....

Also, there's this avanza also doing the same thing...seriously.....why do people drive ON the line......the line is supposed to INDICATE that you're going out of your lane...

so yeah...like i said......Malaysian drivers, memang asked for it.....every morning, without fail, i'll hear stories like..'on the kesas highway, there's a fatal accident' or ' on the NKVE, there's an overturned lorry' or something like that..

What i can see, well...they asked for it.....they themselves drive like drunkards....

Listening to : Sam Tsui - Don't Stop Believing
Mood : =_=

Spammers....PFft

noticed anything missing from my blog?
*hints : it's on the left panel*

OKAYy..in case you didn't know, i removed my CBOX....
i couldn't stand all the spams and misc comments there...which are obviously spammers....heck, i wonder where these people find the link to my blog from...
it's no popular blog, nor is it any blog covering on food, cosplays, travels, etc..
it's just an ordinary blog that contains junks and crap on my life....

So, why spam on my blog? SHeeesh....
These people have too much free time in their hands......go.......mow the lawn or sumthing....=_=

Listening to : -
Mood : Cranky....(i'm hungry...=_=)