i just can't understand....

i can't understand why you do it...
you said you'll support me in whatever i do.....whatever decisions i make, and yet when i make that decision, you insult my decision....

you're so close to me.....and yet you're the one that broke my heart......shatter my feelings...
i'm at one of my most vulnerable state now, and being someone who is so close to me...shouldn't you be the one to embrace me rather than to kick me on the floor?

i wanted to express gratitude to you prior to what you threw at me.....i had wanted to say thank you for comforting me....but i guess you don't need me to say thanks......really, i can't understand why you do it......

i just cant.....

Listening to : D Gray Man - Doubt & Trust
Mood : Heartbroken