Attitude problem? i think so.

WHOA, it took me almost 15 minutes to make a new post....GAH....i still can't get used to this blog.....-_-lll

ANYWAY....
i am rather pissed and feeling dissapointed now with a certain someone. All because *** mentioned 1 sentence which really hurt my feelings. All i did, all the plannings i did was for ***, and *** can say ' IF i know lydat, i don't wanna go'...

it all started when *** asked me if i could accompany *** for an event, of course i told ***, if nothing happened, or if my mom allowed me to, i'll follow ***. AND, i did hope for NOTHING to happen and that i could go with ***.

but my mom was kinda pissed at me for not being able to be her driver, and i was lectured (HEY, it has been a long time since my mom last lectured me and this time i was lectured because of ***)
so, i explained to *** why i couldn't make it, it's not as if i DIDNT want to go, it's just that i can't...the almighty MOM said no. (well, she didn't say 'no' straight into my face, but from her gestures and way of talking, i understood)

anyway, i explained to *** why i couldn't make it for *** ALL IMPORTANT EVENT. Now, *** is pissed at me...i was like, WHA?! i didn't PROMISE you in the first place that i could go, i just told you that, IF ALMIGHTY MOM allowed, i'll go.
when i spoke tried to ask if *** has gotten another of *** friend to go, *** IGNORED ME, and then *** pointed at the phone, gesturing that *** is talking to someone, and treatedme as if i was a despicable creature that have wronged ***.

GOSH, now, as i was typing this, i feel more pissed and angry rather than dissapointed.
ALL THESE WHILE, all i've done was to make *** feel happy and enjoy *** vacation with me, BUT NOOoooooo...did *** appreciate it? NOOOOOOooooooo....

HEY, if you ask me to pick between you and my mom, obviously i'll shove you to the sharks and save my mom. WHO ARE YOU TO ME? MOM'S DEFINITELY MORE IMPORTANT..!!!
DUH......
you left me for my event before, i've been alone, but i managed it myself. that time was because you wanted to stay with your family, i understood, took it like an adult and wasnt the least bit pissed at you for FFK-ing me.
can't you take it like a grownup now?
GOSH....
so, understand that the situation is like this,

You asked me to go for your event.
i told you i will go if mom said yes.
mom said no.
i told you i can't go.
you pissed at me. (hey, not my fault)
you treated my like a speck of bug when i showed concern.

and to think that i was treated like this from a person i trusted most. how dissapointing and hurtful.

*** -- it's up to you to insert him/her (i need to vent this out, and the only place i could do this is the blog, so yeah, discreet as possible ^^)