Agitated....MUCH!

RANT POST AHEAD~~~~~

well, i thought my therapy of going for a weekend vacation could mend my lethargy and tiredness of making prop..turns out, well...it did take my mind off certain things, but new things popped up and began messing with my mood..

I was originally ok with everything....but turns out, i think i know why i can't find a suitable partner after all these years..
I think it's because of my.....how do you say it...'compatibility-duration'...
i need time out for almost everything......that being said, i can't spend too long a period of time with selective people....
i dunno how to explain this, but it does get frustrating at times...

NEXT...
it's regarding my costume that's coming from China....
I have no idea what blunder happened, but in the end it was my costume that was left behind in China...
and MY COSTUME is the one that has the most alterations to be made....and THAT PARTICULAR costume had to be the one to be left behind..
talk about SHITTY luck........
and to add to the shitty luck, China had to go on a 1 week holiday...and with that, my costume is being held back another 1 week.....TOPPINg up with the amount of time needed to reach my place, that'd take almost half a month.....

I wouldn't wanna be pointing fingers here..all i could blame is my luck that hasnt' been too good lately...
Maybe i should go pray in the temple or sumthing......

time to sleep....=_= totally lost my mood for prop making......PFft...

Listening to : DN Angel - Caged Bird
Mood : shitty...=_=

Toothaches...worse pain EVER!!!

well, no pain could rival that of a Toothache...
It connects so freaking close to your brains, that it makes you go out of your mind.

I originally wanted to continue completing my prop making during the weekend...but then the pain took whatever i mood i had.
In fact, it took more than my mood...it took a hefty RM230 from me....
the dentist did some filling in and washing of the teeth..

Did it hurt? well, not at that time...because the sedative was doing it's job...
Now that the sedative's effect is gone...

YES..it hurts FUCKING MUCH.....
i feel like killing myself now...
the pain is a real torture....=_=

Listening to : Miyano Mamoru - Nanairo no Compass
Mood : Shitty =_=