It's Long long goodbye~

Wargh....T minus 19 days!

Yes, that's the countdown to Comic Fiesta 08. The biggest event ever looked forward to after GACC.

Preparation has all been done from my side, so let's hope everything goes well eh?

Most prob i'll do a few camwhore shots tonight or later this week.

Anyway, lately, I've been so attached to Michel, that everytime I listen or happen to hear the song Diamond Crevasse on my machine, I'll think back on the scene he died. Saddening isnt it?

After that, I went and researched the english translation to Diamond Crevasse, finally understood why that song is playing instead of any other songs.

Michel, this is dedicated to you.....

Diamond Crevasse Translations

When I was in love with God

I didn't think that such a parting would come

If I couldn't ever touch you again

Then I'd want you to embrace me again for the last time at least

It's long long good-bye...

Goodbye, goodbye, over and over again

I tell myself as best as I can

Waving my hand is kindness, right?

Now, I want strength

I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born

Indeed if I love, indeed if there's i

Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?

The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone...

I won't forget your warmth

Your kindness, and your hands that surrounded everything

It's long long good-bye...

Goodbye, goodbye, beloved one

If you were with me, I would've been able to walk here

I wasn't alone, right?

Now, I want the answer

Catch the comets that seem to be burning and light the fire

I want to love, I want to be loved

By one chilled body, what will become of the world?

The bravado that I kept up is dissolving; long for...

What's the matter? My tears overflow and they can't stop

I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born

Indeed if I love, indeed if there's i

Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?

The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone...

If I am reborn and we can come across each other again

Surely you'll find me then

Don't ever let go of me again, catch me

I want you to whisper, "You're not alone" to me, planet...

*** Credits to Gendou for Lyrics ***

Beautiful song isnt' it?

Somehow Macross Frontier has one of the best songs in anime. Maybe because I'm overly obsessed with the anime now, but believe me, this anime is definitely a good catch.

Listening to : Macross Frontier - Diamond Crevasse

Mood : excited (CF08 IS T minus 19 days!)

still dunno how to use...=.=

Gah....i'm still not very familiar with blogspot. There are so many things which are new to me.....Argh...let's see i take how long to get accustomed to this blog.
by the way, HOW THE HECK DO I ADD A CHATTERBOX?!
GOD..i think i growing older, i m outdated..-_-lll
I've practically abandoned my friendster as well as livejournal (i think the last post on livejournal was dated back 2004...LOL)

i do hope i'll carry on using this one and not quit writing ( GOD FORBID!)

Anyway, it's 12.4oam now, and i'm not sleeping yet..and i'm working tomorrow.
WEEEeee..!!!!
ok ok..sleep sleep!!!

listening to : Okane ga Nai - Romance Way
Mood : Sleepy, but still thinking of Michel...HELP ME!!

SMS....should i?

LOL..when i say SMS...i didn't mean the phone SMS, i meant macross frontier's SMS...
Yes, i am wondering if i should cosplay Michel in SMS uniform...No doubt my number 1 choice is the Mihoshi school uniform, but....the SMS uniform is kinda nice too..it has POCKETS FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! A COSPLAYER'S DREAM!!! POCKETS ON COSTUMES!!

and to make things worse, i happen to stumble upon the pants which pass off 85% as the SMS military pants..
and DAMN it was on 70% sale....so of course i got it..!!
So the main question now is...should i get the SMS jacket?

AAAAAAaaa....decisions decisions.!!
maybe i should focus on the mihoshi outfit first.....AAAAaaaa.!!!! cheaper solution..LOL....XD

Apart from that...SHITZ...I SAW A COAT ON SALE IN CF FORUM WHICH IS SUITABLE FOR TYL SQUALLO COSPLAY!!!
damn....i just need to add fur on it....and WALA!!!
but...damn..it's a hefty RM180.....i can't pay that much for a coat.!!! (yet)

maybe, after chinese new year, if..IF that coat is still there..i might consider....
RM180 for a coat.....it's a little bit too much.....i wonder if i ordered online, would it be cheaper?
Oh well, let's see my financial status after chinese new year eh? whether or not i get the coat, depends on whether or not my luck is good for chinese new year...haha..
HECK.!! OF COURSE It'LL BE GREAt.!! I SHALL WIN BIG.!! XD XD

listening to : Junjou Romantica 2 - Shoudou
Mood : Aaaaaaaaaaa........!! *screams hysterically*...and sad..because i still can't get over michel's death.....T^T

Updates from office!

WOhooo..!!! finally, i manage to update this blog from the office.

Now that i have access to my blog in my office, i think i'll be updating it quite often.

HECK, i need to! i need to improve my writing and english....it's slowly going, flowing into the drain.....

(Pfft, as if i'll use perfect english here..i'm only Msian...haha..what you expect a?!)

anyway, thanks to NEEQ....for teaching me how to illegally upload blogs in the office, i can finallly fill my free time doing nuts here..

AHEM......so, what is it to say today?

OH..!! i had a very wonderful lunch with my fellow colleagues today. Though it was a simple and inexpensive one, it's the experience that counts.

All of us chipped in a little something each, I brought eggs and mayo (THANK GOD THE MAYO HAS NOT EXPIRED!) and the rest..well, i can't remember what those people brought. (have to ask secretary IRENE for that..haha.)

yeap..we all did a little preparing ourselves..it was fun..!! i never knew we could have that much fun making sandwhich...Who says work life is hell? it was more enjoyable than my university life! Our little 'chef gang' comprised of ME, tiffany, felicia and NEEQ (aish..these 2...ruined the tomatoes..APALA!! PHAIL LA AS SURI RUMAH TANGGA!), irene, suki and lai yee (unfortunately lai yee was busy, so we had to 'open the ceremony' without her)

All in all, it was a short but fun lunch....didn't take any pics, but NEEQ did..XD

Man, we should do this again the next time...

what's next?

SUSHI? XD XD

listening to : Gundam Seed - Meteor (TM REVOLUTION FTW!)

mood : sleepy and still thinking of Michel...T^T

MICHEEELLL...!!!!!

yeah, if you guys watched macross frontier...you'll know why i'm screaming his name...

** WARNING...MASSIVE SPOILERS AHEAD **

in less than 2 days, i marathoned the entire series of macross frontier. It was indeed one of the best mecha anime i've ever seen. I dare say, it was better than gundam seed/ seed destiny. Gundam Seed/Seed destiny was a bit too long winded...
whereelse macross frontier was only 25 episodes.
(not really a fan of long running animes....i tend to forget what happened before..hhaha..)

anyway, when i hit epi 20, was happy that sheryl regained her singing confidence..(was more of sheryl's fan more than ranka..Ranka too....ugh..dunno what to say..SORRY RANKA FANS!)
anyway, as i was saying.....sheryl...yes..singing..blablabla...then Michel and Alto battling the varja....blablabla...klan expressed she loved michel....so sweet...
and then Michel just had to say this sentence...' If you loved someone, you'd be willing to give your life for that person rite'...
that's the point i knew that he is going to die.....true enough, he was stabbed like...5 secs after that....and then used his final strength to kill the varja...
and then expressing his love to klan and finally dissapearing into the suction of vacuum...

OMAIGOD...i cried non stop for 5 minutes after that....and i needed tissue!! God, i think this was the only time i cried so much for a dead anime character.....never did so much even when Sai left hikaru (hikaru no go) or when Lelouch died ( Code Geass R2) -- told you it was massive spoilers....

anyway, macross frontier...i'd recommend it to anyone who loves mecha..
the storyline was pretty good too and the songs in the series....awesome..!!

now, excuse me while i go dream of Michel and research on his cosplays..XD
YEs, i'm cosplaying him..!! (damn..even before he died, i decided i'll cosplay him....why is it that everyone i like and want to cosplay, dies?!)

listening to : Diamond Crevasse
Mood : SAD BECAUSE..MICHEL DIED.!!! *sobs*

CF09 is less than 20 days!! Prop Update

After one whole year of waiting, Comic Fiesta is finally around the corner once again. So, around times like this, it's always a usual sight to see MSN messages and nicknames pop up stuffs like ' CF09 = T-minus X days, Prop = 0% done ' or ' CRAP!! MY PROP IS STILL IN SHITTY SITUATION!'

yeap..i get that a lot in my msn list..LOL...in fact, i was one of them too...
(take note...i said WAS....)

SONO TOURI DA!!
i was working my ass off making squallo's sword yesterday...in fact, it took me one whole day to construct the base of it. And while one is making sword, one is bound to slice a meat/skin or 2 off of their own fingers rite? YEAP...that's exactly what happened to me. Little hito was actually cutting the illustration board with a puny blade. ( it's always like that, when you want a big blade, it is bound to miraculously dissapear...but when you have no particular use for it, it'llbe lying everywhere )

AHEM~~ anyway, yeap..i was slicing the illustration board with a puny blade, and as i applied more pressure on it to cut the board, BINGO, i sliced my own finger...
hurray for baka hito..!!!

OH well, after almost 12 hours of working on the stupid sword, finally the base is done and all that's left is spraying.....or so i thought.
OF course, when my costume is 95% done, i'll try on and do a little camwhoring...
and that's when i realized....SHITZ!!!! THE SWORD IS TOO THICK!!!...
GREAT..now i have to trim the sides of the stupidly thick sword....with a puny blade....

AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa......wish me luck....hope my fingers are all still attached....

p.s... i would very much love to attach a pic or 2 here, but the thing is, i'm blogspot noob. so i have no idea how i did it last time.....LOL...


listening to : Macross Frontier - Seikan Hikou
Mood : WEeeeeeee...~~!!

my laptop, is in ICU now....

laptop laptop, don't leave me, what will i do without you?!

yeah, my laptop has lately been popping out all those dreaded blue screens...i thought rebooting the machine would've solved it, who knows, it still comes out every now and then.

And worse still, my reformat CD, can't be read...or was it that i forgot how to use the CD?
Aaaaaa......i really do hope this laptop can last for another few years...i'm just too broke to get a new one....

(Aaaa....no more costumes for me!!!!...in fact, i'm selling some...LOL..haha..)

And now, poor little me (i mean it literally).....is eyeing on DSLR camera....
Aaaaaaaaa.....somehow, the Canon EOS 100D caught my attention....i dunno why...
Nikkon D80 is kinda attractive too..AAAaaa.....how i wish someone would just donate RM5000 to me..!!! T^T

YOSH...must start saving for new DSLR and LAPTOP!!!!!
*counts empty purse*