MICHEEELLL...!!!!!

yeah, if you guys watched macross frontier...you'll know why i'm screaming his name...

** WARNING...MASSIVE SPOILERS AHEAD **

in less than 2 days, i marathoned the entire series of macross frontier. It was indeed one of the best mecha anime i've ever seen. I dare say, it was better than gundam seed/ seed destiny. Gundam Seed/Seed destiny was a bit too long winded...
whereelse macross frontier was only 25 episodes.
(not really a fan of long running animes....i tend to forget what happened before..hhaha..)

anyway, when i hit epi 20, was happy that sheryl regained her singing confidence..(was more of sheryl's fan more than ranka..Ranka too....ugh..dunno what to say..SORRY RANKA FANS!)
anyway, as i was saying.....sheryl...yes..singing..blablabla...then Michel and Alto battling the varja....blablabla...klan expressed she loved michel....so sweet...
and then Michel just had to say this sentence...' If you loved someone, you'd be willing to give your life for that person rite'...
that's the point i knew that he is going to die.....true enough, he was stabbed like...5 secs after that....and then used his final strength to kill the varja...
and then expressing his love to klan and finally dissapearing into the suction of vacuum...

OMAIGOD...i cried non stop for 5 minutes after that....and i needed tissue!! God, i think this was the only time i cried so much for a dead anime character.....never did so much even when Sai left hikaru (hikaru no go) or when Lelouch died ( Code Geass R2) -- told you it was massive spoilers....

anyway, macross frontier...i'd recommend it to anyone who loves mecha..
the storyline was pretty good too and the songs in the series....awesome..!!

now, excuse me while i go dream of Michel and research on his cosplays..XD
YEs, i'm cosplaying him..!! (damn..even before he died, i decided i'll cosplay him....why is it that everyone i like and want to cosplay, dies?!)

listening to : Diamond Crevasse
Mood : SAD BECAUSE..MICHEL DIED.!!! *sobs*

CF09 is less than 20 days!! Prop Update

After one whole year of waiting, Comic Fiesta is finally around the corner once again. So, around times like this, it's always a usual sight to see MSN messages and nicknames pop up stuffs like ' CF09 = T-minus X days, Prop = 0% done ' or ' CRAP!! MY PROP IS STILL IN SHITTY SITUATION!'

yeap..i get that a lot in my msn list..LOL...in fact, i was one of them too...
(take note...i said WAS....)

SONO TOURI DA!!
i was working my ass off making squallo's sword yesterday...in fact, it took me one whole day to construct the base of it. And while one is making sword, one is bound to slice a meat/skin or 2 off of their own fingers rite? YEAP...that's exactly what happened to me. Little hito was actually cutting the illustration board with a puny blade. ( it's always like that, when you want a big blade, it is bound to miraculously dissapear...but when you have no particular use for it, it'llbe lying everywhere )

AHEM~~ anyway, yeap..i was slicing the illustration board with a puny blade, and as i applied more pressure on it to cut the board, BINGO, i sliced my own finger...
hurray for baka hito..!!!

OH well, after almost 12 hours of working on the stupid sword, finally the base is done and all that's left is spraying.....or so i thought.
OF course, when my costume is 95% done, i'll try on and do a little camwhoring...
and that's when i realized....SHITZ!!!! THE SWORD IS TOO THICK!!!...
GREAT..now i have to trim the sides of the stupidly thick sword....with a puny blade....

AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa......wish me luck....hope my fingers are all still attached....

p.s... i would very much love to attach a pic or 2 here, but the thing is, i'm blogspot noob. so i have no idea how i did it last time.....LOL...


listening to : Macross Frontier - Seikan Hikou
Mood : WEeeeeeee...~~!!

my laptop, is in ICU now....

laptop laptop, don't leave me, what will i do without you?!

yeah, my laptop has lately been popping out all those dreaded blue screens...i thought rebooting the machine would've solved it, who knows, it still comes out every now and then.

And worse still, my reformat CD, can't be read...or was it that i forgot how to use the CD?
Aaaaaa......i really do hope this laptop can last for another few years...i'm just too broke to get a new one....

(Aaaa....no more costumes for me!!!!...in fact, i'm selling some...LOL..haha..)

And now, poor little me (i mean it literally).....is eyeing on DSLR camera....
Aaaaaaaaa.....somehow, the Canon EOS 100D caught my attention....i dunno why...
Nikkon D80 is kinda attractive too..AAAaaa.....how i wish someone would just donate RM5000 to me..!!! T^T

YOSH...must start saving for new DSLR and LAPTOP!!!!!
*counts empty purse*

I am who I am...ORe wa..ORe da.....

Lately, this hit me......I may say things...things that just come straight out from my mouth..without going through my main brain....but i don't have any malice meant in those things that i say..

no no, no one told me anything about this, but seeing the chatterbox that i am, occasionally, after the whole day, i'll lie down on my bed and rethink watever i've said, watever that has happened throughout the whole day.

Anyway, i am who i am.....no one or nothing can make me change to another person. That's what makes a person unique. Otherwise, we'll all be hypocrites, wouldn't we? SO, i shall clarify here....if you like being with me, then i welcome you with open arms, and i shall treat you no differently than how i treat my good friends. but if you dislike me, and still force yourself to smile with me..then it'll be hard on you....AND..i might just accidentally STEP on your sorry little tail that would make you hate me even more...

if you wanna say anything to me, just say it straight at my face.....then it is UP to me whether i want to change...(most prob, i wont...I am ME....)

yeah..to some people, this post will mean nothing/ makes no sense....so if you're under that 'some people' category..haha...sorry for wasting your time ya.!! XD XD
PAI SEH HOR.....=P

Tomodachi, Friends, Peng You, Kawan...

I finally have the motivation or rather...mood to update my blog after a 6 months hiatus...

All thanks to D Gray Man's Wish song. It was such a coincidence that when that song was playing on my winamp, i was also browsing through snapshots that were taken during my outings with my highschool mates. I thought men could live on their own...YEs, no doubt men can live on their own..but that would mean their lives would be a dull one, black and white, monotone, grayscale.....(crap, i'm dumping in photoshop terms now)


Friends are the people in your lives that makes your it worth living, where all those wondrous colors fill the drawing block of your life. (OKAYY, i admit, FAMILY COMES FIRST)...but imagine living a life with no friends......Seriously, I would rot....HECK, even cosplaying is more fun and exciting, makes you jump in excitement everytime an event approaches...all this because you have friends to enjoy it with.

All these outings i had with my friends..the shopping outing in pyramid, the KL trip with dummies (see wah was the one who named that), the birthday-cum-dinner outing, the sunway lagoon outing, and more outings to come.....it was really really fun..!!


Thank you so so much for your company people......Though i have not received any pictures/photos from you guys, I managed to STEAL a few from our XIAO JIE'S friendster.....(you know who our xiao jie is la....LING LING La....haha)

it's your bifday...it's your bifday.....

17th FEBRUARY 2008.....the day when i grow a year older....

it was FUN..!!..HECK...even if i lost $$$, i still enjoyed myself..!!XD XD



anyway, there was part of the day where pissed me off....yeap...the rain....

i kinda expected it to rain already......last year, it rained really really hard too....but this year..the rain played around....it drizzle for a while, before coming down real hard....in the end the entire buffet had to be carried out in my mom's room.....

(good thing the room was big enough)



anyway...after eating...we headed out to start our CYCLE....

one thing's for sure....now i really believe when ppl tell me, ' BIRTHDAY KIDS, CANOT GAMBLE!!! THEY SURE LOSE KAO KAO!!'...

well, true enough..i lost like mad!!! heck..i lost till i can't even recognise my parents already..!! HAHAHAHHAAHHH.......

and when the clock struck 12am.....foxy called me...telling me that she has sumthing serious and important to tell me....

i freaked out and immediately ran into the toilet to answer the phone.....MANA TAUu.........she tipu me!!! XD XD

she sang a happy birthday song to me..!! swt......haha....well, i was truly touched...but trust me...if she were standing in front of me after tipu-ing me like that...i'll.....tie her to the back of the toilet bowl.....haha....



ANYWAY..THANKS FOXY..!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

but it was really really fun....gathering with my friends as well as my brother's friends.....yeah...GREAT 22nd BIRTHDAY!! XD XD XD

AND I GOT 2 T SHIRTS I'VE BEEN DYING TO BUY SINCE...I SAW THEM!!!!..XD XD

OMAIGOD........too bad the 'GREED IS GOOD' t shirt is sold out...but oh well, i'm happy to get 'MASTER OF DISASTER' and also 'CONTROL FREAK'......
hhaha...my mom was laughing when she saw the 'MASTER OF DISASTER' t shirt....haha....

and then there's the pendant....i think it's a couple's pendant...haha..when i opened it i thought i was an earring...haha.....i was looking everywhere for the part to put into my earhole....haha..

well, i guess i'll only wear 1 first...when i find my significant other, i'll give it to him nyao....(which will be a difficult task.......WHERE IS MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER!?!?!?!? *sobs*)

anyways...THANKS A MILLION GUYS..!!! YOU REALLY MADE MY BIRTHDAY A MEMORABLE ONE..!! HAHAHAHA.....

and to my brother's friends......THANKS FOR COMING TOO....it was indeed fun...!!!

THANKS A MILLION..!!!!

*bows*

p/s...will upload some pictures later nyao...XD XD

MAGNIFICENT 14th of FEB!!

WHOA...this is the first time i celebrated valentines day.....in my whole 22 years...i've always stayed home during valentines day....no friends to hang out with, no other half to share the romance with...(yeah...i sound sooooooooooooo pathethic)

BUT THIS YEAR.....i get to share it with my friends...guki, tsubasafan, weissmaniac, joanna, yoshiki, may, and yoruichi (gomen..i didn't catch your name..@@ HAHA)


ANYWAY, you guys really really made my valentines cool!!

the yaoi photoshoot was AWESOME..it was so much fun..!! XD XD i've never posed that YAOI-ness pose before nyao...haha...

anyways, after we head over to TGIF, i was really caught off guard...

i didn't know that they will bring out a cake and request me to stand on the chair....(swt..) and sing a song...and guess what song i sang??after some flipping through in my mind, the song i sang was...

JENG JENG JENGGGGggggggg.....


BRITNEY SPEARS'S GIMME MORE!!!! (man..i sound like a donkey..)

and i was dancing and shaking my butt like nobody's business....ON THE CHAIR..@___@;;;;;

oh well, it was fun..and a bit tad embarassing la...haha....

but it was all worth it nyao.....i had so much fun......THANK YOU GUKI, TSUBASAFAN, WEISSMANIAC, MAY, YOSHIKI, JOANNA, and YORUICHI SAMA.....(see..!?! i added the sama..haha)


after that....at night...we had prayers....WHOA...the fireworks was awesome.....my bro lighted the BIG one...whereelse i finished everything with a finale......it was so freaking fun..(despite the fact that there was some FU**ing leechers who came around roaming for extra bucks...)

nyao..it was an awesome and MAGNIFICENT 14th of FEBRUARY!!!!!


THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING IT SUCH A GREAT DAY!!!! XD XD